She looks so perfect- A Tragic Thrills fan fiction

Chapter 12

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(Hannah's POV)

Cameron sighed, playing with his fingers. Whatever he had to say must be important.

Did I really sleep with him? I mean I am wearing one of his t-shirts...

"Hannah..." He began, "do you really not remember last night?"

Oh shit. I did sleep with him! God Hannah why did you get that drunk in the first place? Stupid, stupid, stupid!

"Hannah?" Cameron was expecting a response from me. But what the hell do I say? Do I just come right out and say 'I know I slept with you' or do I just make him say it?

"No...no I don't." He ran his hand through his messy hair. But if I slept with him why was he sleeping on the couch?

"Okay. How do I say this..." I felt my hands get sweaty. He makes me so nervous.. "Last night you said you liked me.." He was avoiding eye contact now.

Wait, I said what?! I slammed my hand against my face, creating a smacking noise in the process. Biggest face palm ever award goes to me. Nobody spoke for the longest time. I removed my hand from my face and sighed. "Is that it?" I asked.

"No," oh boy, "we also kissed..." He was looking into my soul now, or so it felt like he was.

"We...what?" I croaked. Part of me was overjoyed but it was probably a drunken mistake for him.

"Zach told me not to tell you because you were drunk and I wasn't. I just couldn't sit here and feel guilty I had to tell yo-"

"So you kissed me?"

"No, you kissed me first..but I shouldn't have kissed back.." Ouch. That stung a little bit.

I got up from the couch, pulling his shirt down so it could cover my bare thighs a little better. "Then why am I here? And why am I wearing your shirt?"

"I couldn't just take you home, I wanted to take care of you...and in the middle of the night you kind of vomited all over your clothes."

Oh god! I'm so fucking disgusting! "I'm so sorry you had to deal with my bullshit.."

He chuckled and looked up at me. "It's fine, I brought you to my house to take care of you."

"But I'm so gross! You didn't have to do that for me," I glanced down at my legs again," wait...you had to undress me."

He got really, really quiet. "Pervert!" I shouted before throwing a pillow at him playfully. The room was filled with his laughter.

"Hey! It was that or sit on your filthy clothes.." His laugher died down. "But do you really like me?" He was serious now. What the hell do I say? I can't like him, Sydney called dibs. I don't want to lose my best friend over something so stupid.

"That was the alcohol talking.." I say with a small smile, trying to let him down easy.

"You know what they say? A drunk man's talk is a sober man's thoughts.." Cameron scooted closer to me before wrapping an arm around me.

"Well I'm a lady, so 'they' can kiss my ass." There was a knock on the door.

***

"You what?!" I heard Cameron shout from the kitchen, I started looking for the tv remote to distract myself from whatever was going on in there.

"Cameron listen-" Zach began before Cameron cut him off.

"Hypocrite, much?" I flinched every time he rose his voice. Honestly it scared me when he yelled, he is such a nice guy and it's hard to hear him be so...angry.

"Oh c'mon. At least I wasn't sober!"

"You drove Sydney to your house, obviously you were sober enough to drive!"

"When we got home I had a couple of drinks!"

It was silent for a few minutes. Sydney walked out of the kitchen and say down next to me. "I made a mistake.." She said quietly, so Zach or Cameron wouldn't hear her.

"You slept with Zach but called dibs on Cameron?" I looked at her, you didn't know how badly I wanted to shout at her. It's not fair that she can sleep with Zach but I can't even fucking like Cameron!

"Y-yes...but don't worry I'll get my shit together!" She said while stuttering. I didn't want to hear her bullshit.

"Zach, this is so...fucked!" Cameron began to yell again.

"I like her...a lot. But she told me she likes you this morning." Zach sounded like he was broken, I turned my head to look at them only to find Cameron looking at Sydney.

"Really? But I like Hannah.."

"You what?" I got up off the couch and walked up to Cameron, "you like me?"

He nodded.

"Too bad she doesn't like you back.." Sydney spoke up. What is she up to?

Cameron's face was drained of all happiness. "What?"

"She always talked about how stupid and nerdy you were in high school. Even at the bar when you guys first met she said horrible things about you. She hasn't changed a bit since high school!" Sydney made her way towards Cameron and grabbed his hand as if she was trying to comfort him.

"Is this true?" He looked at me, not pulling his hand away.

"It was at first but-"

"No buts. I think it would be best if you would leave." Those words stabbed me in the heart. I couldn't breathe, my knees were going weak; I just wanted to fall to the ground and never get up. Zach grabbed my arm and took me to his car.

"Let's get you home, okay?" He said while opening up the car door.

When I buckled myself in tears strolled down my cheeks. I wanted to scream and cry out but I didn't have the strength.

The car ride home with Zach was silent and not the good kind of silent. We were finally at my apartment. I got out of the car and unlocked the door to see my cat sleeping on the couch. After closing the front door I sit on the floor and began to cry out as loud as I could.

I cried for a good two hours before getting tired. Not caring what the time was I cried myself to sleep, right there on the living room floor.