She looks so perfect- A Tragic Thrills fan fiction

Chapter 24

(A/N) who's side are you on? Cameron's or Zach's? Let me know in the comments!

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(Cameron's POV)

I came home the next morning, my head was pounding and I feel like crawling into a hole and dying. Sydney came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around her head. She gasped at the sight of me.

"Cam, honey, where have you been?" She ran over to me and kissed my cheek. I sigh and don't respond to her. I didn't feel like talking all that much yet...but I kind of have to tell her that I cheated on her...again.

"I was at a party..."

"You've been drinking? It looks like you got mugged!"

"Sydney...I have to talk to you."

"About what?" She and I sat on the couch; Sydney took the towel off of her head, revealing her wet hair.

"I cheated on you." I was looking at my thumbs the whole time. I couldn't look at her in the face. Just imagining her expression made my heart fill with guilt.

"You...what?" Her voice was quiet and soft. My eyes were still glued to my thumbs. "How long has this been going on? Did you have sex?"

"It was just a kiss, twice, and no. Not sex."

"Can you tell me who..." This time I looked at her face. She had tears in her eyes and I swallowed down the lump that was forming in my throat. "I think you know who.."

"I'm just gonna..pack my things." She got up from the couch. "Syd-"

"Don't talk to me, Cameron. I'm done."

And that was that. Sydney moved out and has left me alone. I couldn't tell if I was heartbroken or relieved...

Zach made Chris call me to tell me there is a band meeting about tour. I wasn't sure if I should go because, well, Zach hates me.

Everything is so messed up and it's my fault, I'm the reason why he has trust issues now, I'm the reason why Sydney is heartbroken and I am also the reason why Hannah can't open up to anyone.

I wished I kept her when I had the chance.

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"Alright so...late October then?" Ans said while getting something to eat. We were in Zach's house, I glance at the floor and found one of Hannah's articles of clothing.

"How does that sound, Cameron?" Zach asked me, knowing I wasn't paying any attention.

"Uh...what are we doing again?"

Chris groaned before speaking. "We're going from late October to November. Does that sound good?"

I nodded.

"Good."

"Alright I'll call our label then you guys find potential hotels." Zach grabbed his laptop and started dialing numbers on his phone. Chris decided to meet up at his place later on for dinner.

But dinner was very awkward of course. Chris and Ans had their girlfriends, Zach brought Hannah and I was single. Oh, and Gabe was single, too. How could I forget HYD (Hide your daughter)?

Gabe and I sat across each other and the guys sat next to their girlfriends. Chris was in the kitchen making food.

"Hey cam," Hannah said," where's Sydney?"

She was looking at me, her eyes staring into my soul. It looks like she was glaring at me, I assume Sydney had called her or something.

"We broke up.." It was dead silent.