Its complicated...(22)

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(A/n: hey guys so woahhh I haven't been on here for a good minute and yes I'm very sorry. My life has been in shambles for quite a while now. And I'm not okay. I was taking a break from something I love and working on myself but I realized writing is what I enjoy and by not posting I was only hurting my fans. So as I write this I want to thank each and every one of you that is here. That have stuck with me and waited for me to post. I love you all and let's get started....)

He was staring at me. Oh goodness his eyes were pulling me back in. But no I couldn't. I couldn't. I had to walk away. Each passing moment I walked from him my heart was breaking. He'd been staring at me for a while. I chose to ignore him but then I saw the pain on his face. Trust me I wanted to run in his arms. Say it was all okay. But it wasn't. I was hurt. He left me. He promised me he'd stay and he left me. What had I done? Why wasn't I good enough? I shook my head and let the bad bad thoughts leave my brain. I'd be okay. Right?

But I wouldn't because no matter how many times I said I was over him. I wasn't. I wanted his hugs. I wanted his smile. I wanted his kisses. I wanted him. But he was gone and nothing I could do would change that. It didn't help that he kept staring at me. It didn't help Peyton was gone.

My life was a mess. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to get away. Get out of this town. I needed to forget....

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