CHAPTER 16

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3 weeks later

GRAYSON POV

*FLASHBACK*

I was laying on bed as Madison walked in wearing nothing but some lace underwear she walks over to my bed. "What are you doing Mads" "Oh you know just showing you what you missing" "I have a girlfriend" She then gets on top of me "We can go back to old times Gray" "I am happy with Isabella Madison" "But what she wont know won't hurt her." She leans in as she was about to kiss me the door swings open and there Isabella stood in complete shock.

*FLASHBACK OVER*

It was time for our show to start and at this point I just couldn't get the words out of my head of Isabella leaving me. My heart was broken into a million pieces and there was no way of mended it back together again. "Come on Grayson let's go" Ethan says as he pushes me on stage hundreds of screaming fans fills the arena and all I wanted to see was Isabella. "Hey Guys" I say very unenthusiastic. "Sorry guys I can't do this" I say and walk off the stage with Ethan follows me off. "Grayson what the hell dude" "I can't do this E I am broken all i want to do is go back to LA I need to fight for her." "We only have 3 more shows to do Grayson. But okay if this is what you want then go fight for your girl." "Thanks E see you back in LA."

ISABELLA POV

I was slowly but surely starting to get over Grayson it was wait who am i kidding it is hard I still love him dearly but I am never going back. Paisley walks into my room and I am trying to fit into a pair of my jeans. "Izzy I am sorry to say this but you have gained a little weight you should really stop eating all these junk food before you regret it." "whatever P what brings you in my room anyways" "I wanted to show you this" 

TMZ ARTICLE.
Grayson Dolan storms off stage at the San Diego show last night. It has been rumored that he and girlfriend Isabella James have split up as Isabella unfollowed the star on Instagram and Twitter. 

I hand Paisley phone back to her just as my mom calls me downstairs. "Tell mom i will be out in a second" I walk into my closet and grab some sweat pants and a hoodie, Placing my hair in a messy bun and walking downstairs and who is waiting for me none other than Grayson Dolan. "I asked you nicely to stay away from me" "Bella just give me one minute to explain please" "I'm listening?" "It was not what it looked like I was just laying there and Madison came onto me I told her I was with you and I didn't want to be with her" I hold up my hand. "Your minute was up now kindly leave please" "Are we really over is this end of us" "Yes Grayson I don't want to be with you actually I don't even know if I still love you." I can see the tears form in his eyes and i regretted the words once it left my mouth. "Fine then I guess this is goodbye then." "Before you leave please just keep my name out of any social media platforms." He walks out leaving me back at square one crying my eyes out. 

Thank goodness it's saturday my dad rented us a lake house for the two days to just relax and spend some family time together including Hailey. Me and Paisley were currently on jet skies just ride around the lake and having an actual fun time I never laughed like this in forever. Hailey is sunbathing on the deck with Stephen literally staring her down. I see her stand up and call me over, I groan I was having so much fun. 

"What is wrong now Hails" "I'm sorry I don't want to spoil your fun but you have to see this video" "What video what are you talking about" She turns her phone to me it's Grayson. I take a deep breath then get off the Jet ski I grab her phone and walk into the house I sit down on the sofa and press play.

*VIDEO OF GRAYSON TALKING*

"I am only going to address this once I am never going to speak about this again. But first I want to start off by apologizing to each and everyone of you guys who came out to see me I know I wasn't myself. I have been going through a hard time yes the rumours are true Isabella and I broke up, she left me after finding out something that wasn't true, I am broken guys I love this girl with all my heart."

He stops and starts crying which broke my heart at the sight of him being so vulnerable I know Grayson he never let anybody see him at his worst and for him to show a side of him nobody ever saw must be really hard on him.

"I'm sorry guys I just love her and I want to be with her but she doesn't want to hear my side of the story and I don't blame her at all she has ever right to want nothing to do with me. I am going to take a break off all social media to just process everything on my own."  

The video ends there and I am left speechless all I wanted to do was just go to him and hug him to make sure everything was okay. I text Ethan.

"I hope Grayson okay"
"He is taking it very hard I never seen him like this before"
"I am really sorry"
"Don't apologize B. But i can tell you this my brother isn't a cheater he is one of the loyalest people i know he would never do that to you B"
"I know Ethan but i just think our relationship won't work out he needs to focus on his work and me on school"
"I understand." 

I lock my phone but suddenly it starts going crazy with notifications what the hell is going on thousands of comments flooding my post i forgot to delete of me and Grayson. 

*COMMENTS*

"why would you break his heart"
"You ugly bitch. I don't know what Grayson sees in you"
"Why don't you drink bleach and die"
"Die you ugly slut"
"You a fucking low life bitch who was only after Grayson for money and fame"
"Jump off a cliff you stupid ass bitch"
"I will find you and stab a knife through your heart. So you can feel how poor Grayson feels"
"Bitch you ugly as fuck go fucking die alone"

I walk into the bathroom locking the door I run me a bath of hot water. I take a screenshot of the comments and send it to Ethan. "This is why i never wanted him to mention me." Ethan calls me directly after seeing the message i press accept only to hear Grayson. 
"I am so sorry about this Bella"
"I asked you to keep my name out of social media Grayson, do you think it's fair for people to send death threats. Nobody deserves to be treated like this I did nothing wrong, Grayson absolutely nothing."
"Isabella I am truly sorry."
"You did this to me you put me back into this dark place I never wanted to be in and if anything happens you to fucking blame" 

*TRIGGER WARNING IS ADVISED*

I discount the call and stupidly go back to my comments reading all the death threats my mind going blank I throw my phone against the mirror shattering it into pieces I hate my life, I hate my life i keep repeating in my head over and over again. Grabbing a piece of the broken glass I get into the bathtub. I know cutting myself horizontally doesn't do much depending on how deep you cut. But I know cutting yourself vertically deep enough till you burst a vain that can kill you and all I wanted to do was kill myself. I take the mirror and slowly dig into my flesh as blood seeps down my arm knowing I was deep enough I swipe up and repeat the same steps on my other wrist I watch as the clear water turn into a musky red color I slowly feel myself falling in and out of consciousness.  

Last thing I remember was the banging on the door as my mind goes blank

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Last thing I remember was the banging on the door as my mind goes blank. 

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