Love Triangle { Felix + Jeongin + You}

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~Jeno's Pov~

I started to cry and I was no looking at something I wish never happened. Jeongin went on his tiptoes and kiss Felix. HE KISSED MY FELIX! AN HE IS KISSING BACK! I stomped over there and pushes Jeongin super hard to where he fell on his ass and I grabbed Felix's wrist with tight grip not caring if I hurt him because I am hurting more then he is! I dragged him to our house as he stayed quiet and didn't say a thing.

I opened the door and dragged him to his room and slammed the door shut. I was now shaking from anger and sadness. "WHY?!" I yelled as I could barely see him because I was crying so hard. "I-i.....i can explain....please," Felix said as he sat down and looked at me. Why is he so calm?! He is always so calm!  AHHH it's so annoying! "Explain! You have 5 minutes and if I don't like your answer I will never talk to you ever again!" I said as I sobbed in my hands.

~Felix's Pov~

I.....i fucked up I hurt him.....this is what I didn't want. He has done so much for me and looks what I did for him in return. I looked up at him and I felt so bad and slowly walked to him and hugged him tightly so he couldn't get out of my hold. I heard him cry harder and I just bit my lip as I tried to not cry myself. "Eric....I love you, you did so much for me. I don't know what would happen if you weren't there for me on that day. You were my best friend and my boyfriend......This past month though...... I have been very confused. I-i...." I couldn't help but cry I felt like such a bad person. I didn't want to leave Eric but I wanted to be with Jeongin.

I felt Eric wrap his arms around me tightly as he slowly calmed down and I just cried as I put my face in his hair. "F-Felix......please t-tell me the t-truth....was Jeongin really getting worse?" Eric said softly as he kept hiccuping. I just cried harder and hugged him tighter. We stayed like that for a while till we both calmed down. I sat on my bed with my head down as Eric sat beside me and was staring at me.

"N-no.....last week..... I finally told someone that I was confused......I told Ch-Chan that I had feelings for both you and Jeongin......" I didn't dear look at him I just played with my fingers and bit my lip. "H-He told me since I spent a week with just you I should spend a week with Jeongin..........An maybe after the week I would probably know the answer." I said and I felt him grab my hand and make me look at him. I saw the hope in his eyes and I tried to look away.

"D-do you know who you love more?" Eric said as I can tell he was holding back his tears. Should I ask him to kiss me? Will I feel my tummy get queezy when I kiss him as mine did with Jeongin? Will I feel happy? I looked at Eric in the eyes then looked down at his lips. "C-can I kiss you?" I asked and I saw Eric slowly nod his head.

I leaned in and I kissed his lips that were somewhat chapped. He kissed back and I can feel all of his emotions coming out of this kiss......but it didn't feel right.......I felt like I was doing something wrong. I pulled away and looked away. "Felix?..........i-i...i'm not the o-o-one am I?" Eric said as his voice cracked from holding back tears. "I-i...i'm sorry Eric. I'll just leave so you don't have to see my horrible face ever again." I said as I quickly got up but got pulled back to the bed.

I felt him hug me tightly and I hugged back. "W-why won't you let me leave?" I said softly as I head him softly crying again. "Because.......even if that was our last kiss..... I want you happy. I want to still be your friend. I don't want you to leave me and my mom. Your apart of this family wither you are my boyfriend or just a friend." He said and we just sat there hugging each other and crying again. I'm so glad i have him in my life even if he isn't the one for me.....i hope Jeongin is.

~Chaewon's Pov~

Hyunjin and Minho wouldn't stop bothering me since lunchtime about me joining them to go to the damn mall. Before i lost it i agreed to go and they both jumped up happily and i swear right after school i didn't even see anyone after i exited my last class. Hyunjin grabbed my hand and dragged me to Minho who was outside by the gate of the school waiting for us. They didn't even wait for the others to show up to say goodbye.