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You had Kaoru down from your arms. He was adorable when embarrassed, sure, but he was about your size and you couldn't hold the 'string fecade' For that long. So you both just made your way, together, to the ice cream cart. You ordered a plain vanilla because you can appreciate the little things in life. You take a note that Kaoru likes strawberry chocolate swirl with chocolate shavings on top like sprinkles. The way his eyes shimmered with anticipation in the sunlight reflecting in his Amber eyes. You almost forgot about the ice cream in your hand. Oh, and there's something else you forgot about too. Remember in the description where I said that your parents don't support you? Enter in very bad parents to ruin your date in three, two, one!
"(Birth Name) (Last Name)!" If your birth name is your name, find a name that is really annoying and long and super girly. Whatever name you hate works for birth name.
You whipped around and saw your mother shrieking, aghast. Oh fuck. She must have caught you. How did she know you snuck out and why was she here? Shouldn't she be at some factory or something today? That was the plan. Then it hit you. She had this entire month off for family time. It started a day or so ago. Oh no you fucked up. The woman with fancy hair to match your own in a large fluffy dress who was literally the walking definition of stereotypical frail femininity found you in sweatpants and a shirt. Kaoru seemed confused and let out a slight gasp when you dropped your ice cream cone. It was right mow did he realize the gravity of what was going on. Or, well, he could grasp the gist of what was unfolding in front of his eye. You didn't notice Kaoru reach out for your hand as your mother stormed towards you. He squeezed your hand, entwining your fingers together. Oh boy.
"What in the Lord's name are you wearing!? And why are you in a place crawling with the filthy commoners!? And heavens sake, dear daughter, who is this boy!? I'm grateful you found an interest in boys finally. Isnt he one of Hikari Hitachiin's boys? Regardless you shouldn't be wearing such horrid apparel! It's unbefitting for a lady!"
You wanted to slap her. You correct her and the servents last the time back at the mannor, but they never listen to you. Instead of doing anything violent, you tried to clench your fists and suck it up. It's onlt now did you realize that Kaoru's hand is in your own and you squeezed it tight. You look over at him and he is absolutely pissed. He looked like the devil himself has taken overs wnd he wanted to show your Mom a lesson. Your mother reached for your wrist to drag you back home but Kaoru slapped her away. She gasped and was about to fuss at him, probably about how appalling and ungentlemanly that rude behavior was, but Kaoru instead decided to go on his own rant about you. Or, well, more about how your mom was failing at being your mom.
"You're kidding me, right. They've told you their preferences and who they are, haven't they? For starters, this place is filled with things to do and wonderful people who are accepting and happy. Something that you clearly haven't been for them. Second of all, anyone should be able to wear what they want, when they want. Just because someone's biological sex is boy or girl doesn't mean they have to always wear slacks or always wear dresses. Speaking of that, (name) is Non-Binary, meaning they don't associate themselves with either gender. They are not your daughter nor are they your son. They aren't your child. A child who deserves to be respected and loved just the way they are. And if you don't respect (name) then I'm taking them home with me until you can learn to respect them."
You felt like crying. You want to cry so bad. Here Kaoru was, defending you in front of your mom. You've asked her several times to respect your pronouns and wishes, but she refused and constantly called you invalid and her daughter. She called this a phase. This isn't a phase. This is who you are, and if she can't accept that.... then does she really deserve to be your mom? No. Your Mom seemed even more aghast. Kaoru kept a tight grip on your hand. He squeezed it again. He was shaking a little bit, but trying not to show it. Was he scared? Poor thing must be terrified. You stepped up beside him, finding a deeper level of confidence in yourself. You could be yourself in front of your family, thanks to Kaoru. You could take a stand and win the first battle on your side of this war with Kaoru by your side. Everything you have had today, all this joy and confidence, it's all thanks to Kaoru. You took a deep breath and looked your mother in the eyes, she was at a loss for all words.
"My name is (name) and I use they/them pronouns, Mom. It's that simple."
You could see it in her eye so before she even spoke. The anger, he sadness, the disgust. All the negative emotions swirling in her brain, not a single one positive. Her eyes seemed to cloud over with negativity. You looked over at Kaoru, who was still trying to stay strong. He was stayin string for you. He was the sweetest person ever. You're so glad you went to the host club on Friday. You were so glad you found him earlier today. If you didn't have him by your side, you'd just be in trouble and your parents would take away your gender neutral clothing. You had a lot to thank this precious boi for. Your Mother's voice broke through your thoughts.
"I'm not celebrating your mental disorders! You're just going through a phase (birth name) and you're taking this way too far! Now, get away from that nasty Hitachiin boy and come home so we can but those ragged clothes and get you in a nice dress. NOW!"
She snapped her fingers, ordering you to come front and center. You look at her in disgust, scrunching up your nose. Mental Disorders? No. She doesn't deserve to be your mom. You're disgusted at the thought of being a (last name) if your mom thinks you have a mental disorder for being the person you are. You turned around, bringing Kaoru with you.
"Come on, let's get out of here. We still have to get lunch together."
Like that, you starting running. Your mother shcreeched st you to come back and a few curses. You felt the eyes of everyone there on your back. You felt Kaoru's grip slipping from you. You felt the tears fly down your cheeks and launch themselves backwards. Fuck you mom. Why did you have to be cursed with such an intolerant woman? You just kept running, holding onto Kaoru who was struggling to keep up. You finally stopped sprinting when you got down to some bench on the side of the road. You sat down and covered your face with your hands, letting yourself sob out some more. Mental disorder? Mental disorder? MENTAL DISORDER!? Your mom didn't understand you at all. You just wanted a family who could understand you.
"(Name)? Hey..."
Kaoru sat down next to you. That's right. You had Kaoru. You leaned onto his shoulder. You know what? Screw that'. You took the entire boy into a hug and stsrted crying. Kaoru hugged you back, doing his best to console you after such a horrid experience.
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I'm An Experience [Kaoru Hitachiin x Non-Binary!Reader]
FanfictionYou are neither man nor woman. Nobody at this prestigious school for incompetent rich kids seem to understand that. You wear the Female yellow dress Uniform because your parents suck and say stuff like "Non Binary isn't a real gender, you were born...