Niall Horan (sad) one direction Ziall

"I LOVE YOU"

~~ zayns point of view~~

I ran after him debating my choices. I need to stop him but if i tell him i know he'll flip and lock me out. Don't tell him and i can't stop him.

Fuck what do i do.

Debating my choices Louis came running behind me. "I got a plan. Go with it" i just nodded my head because i don't have anything better.

Niall was about to enter the bathroom. His face was dripping with tears and he was holding his left arm with his right hand.

Aw Niall baby. My heart completely shattered. Thank god for Louis.

Louis ran past Niall into the bathroom without even looking at him. He shut the door behind him "Sorry lad its a emergency! Might be a while. Shower later yeah?" What a smart mother f'er

Niall stepped back shocked at how fast Louis was  able to get past him. More tears flooded his face since he thought no one could see him.

"Y-y-Yeah sure"  he used the paws of his jacket to whip away some tears. now it's my turn.

I walked up behind him taking him into a surprise hug. "Hey Niall babe what's wrong? Did i do something?" Play clueless that's my strategy. Also i don't know where the nickname came from but he didn't seem to mind.

He froze like he always does. Slowly he melted into my arms and hugged me back.

"How do you always know when i need a hug" he said chuckling softly into my chest. I'm actually awwing at the sight. He's so precious. I didn't answer and just hugged a little harder, not enough to hurt but enough to know that I'm here for him.

"I'll always be here for you Niall" he sighed heavily and let go of my arms looking up at me. His eyes quickly fell.

"Actually Niall i came up to ask if you wanted to go in our room and maybe... i don't know.. watch a movie and snuggle?" I rubbed the back of my neck looking at the floor. I know i shouldn't be nervous but what if he shoots me down. All the really matter is that i keep him away from hurting himself.

"Uh y-yeah s-sure" He struggled out. I grabbed his hand softly and i lead him to the room. I let him go in and looked into the hall. Louis gave me the thumbs up walking back downstairs.

We watched finding Nemo and about a hour in we were completely snuggled together. His legs were over mine and his head laid on my chest. I put my arm around his back and the other playing with his soft soft hair. The blanket was pulled over us. we laughed over a few parts and were sad for others.

"Niall." he broke away from the tv looking up at me. His bright blue eyes glistened even in the dark. He looked at me with question in his eyes. "Do you trust me?"

"O-of course i do z-zayn" he shook his head in frustration probably from the stutter. His voice is so Irish i love it.

"I really hope so because Niall i care about you more then i care about anyone in the world. And I'll always be here for you no matter what. I'm sorry i gave you room before. I let you get away from me. But i realized how much i missed you. I really really missed you. And now that i have you back please never leave me." My voice was low and soft. I don't know where this was coming from. But i need him to know how i feel without actually telling him how i really feel. You know that i love him and all.

"You shouldn't be s-sorry zayn. I'm s-sorry. I pushed everyone away because i am scared. I-I'm scared when you guys find me out y-you'll leave m-me." Tears slid down his face. I hate lying to him but i have too for now. So i can watch him without him getting annoyed.

"Niall i will never ever leave you. I will always stay by you. I've never felt this way towards anyone in my life. Niall i need you as much as you need me. When you are ready to let me help, to let me in, I'll be here. Hugging your beautiful body." I slid my arms around him pulling him in to a tight hug which he returned. It's like he was holding me for dear life.