In Love With A Youtuber [ DaGames ] Will Ryan X Reader

Chapter 24: X's & O's

*_____ pov*

I can't remember what happend after I was unconscious but when I woke up, I was in the hospital... okay, at least I'm okay.

There was a TV so I just took the remote near my bed and watched some cartoons... maybe I'm 18 but I love animated shows, don't judge me.

I can't believe I tried to kill myself, I just wanna know if he sees me as I see him... I know this is something stupid but I wanna know it, I don't care if I get hurt or not.

At the end... it's gonna hurt a lot:

-_____?- I heard the nurse who was in the door with someone who I wished he havent come... but doesent care anymore:

-you have guests- she said and left the room, leaving me with Mister Big Nose Youtuber.

I can't say anything now, Emile should told him what I did and that's why he's here, because he thinks it's his fault... but it's mine:

-Are you okay little chum?- Will was so serious and... worried. I feel guilty now:

-I guess... why are you here?- he sighed. I just... don't know what to say, I'm in the hospital a week later and... well, lots of things happend to me:

-the rest wanted to know about you. They freaked out thanks to you but I'm here because I'm sorry-

-sorry?- why is he saying sorry? He's not responsable:

-I know you have a crush on me but it's impossible for both, your parents don't like me... don't ask how I know them and by the way, I live far away-

-I know and I'm sorry too, I shouldn't have told you that night that I love you. It was better when we were friends-

-and why we can't be friends?- ouch... just in the friendzone:

-we can try- well... at least we are friends, right? It's better than boyfriends and by the way, how does he know my parents?:

-by the way- he said:

-your friend gave me "this"- Will took from his pocket a paper and passed it to me... but when I saw it my face turned red.

FUCK YOU E!!!

It's the X and O card I made him one night when I listened to his album... AND I WAS DRUNK!:

-it's sweet, you know?- said Will.

Well... maybe there's a small hope... just a small one.