In Love With A Youtuber [ DaGames ] Will Ryan X Reader

Chapter 38: Bad news

*Emile's pov*

It's hard... I know. I can't stand it anymore.

I know _____ is gonna suffer with this but... I can't resist it. Im so sorry... I hope _____ forgives me.

... I hope my only best friend forgives me.

(...)

*_____ pov*

I have a strange feeling but...i don't know if it's related to Emile.

I just stopped eating my breakfast, looking at my kitten and then at Big Nose who was next to me.

And yes... i blushed:

-you okay little chum?- I didn't say anything... I felt, strange? Like if something horrible happend and I don't know why or what:

-it's none of your business- I'm not happy with him, so yeah, I've been treating him like that... And it makes me feel horrible:

-got any messages from your friend?- I didn't say anything, so he knew the answer:

-I need a break- I just got up, took my precious and adorable Africa with me, and went to the living to take a little nap.

And please, if your gonna say "awww _____'s like a baby" or "I wanna cuddle with you _____"... you're gonna have a punch in the face. Consider it as a gift.

(...)

I just have 1 person in my dreams... E.

Emile, where are you? I've been looking for you and I can't stand it anymore.

You're not in the mall... or in the airport... in your house. But... what if you're in my house?

I opened the door, crossed the living, and got upstairs directly to my room. The door was open... and I went directly to my room.

I couldn't talk, I couldn't move... she's pale, just like a corpse.

Emile is ...!!!!!!

(...)

Just when I opened my eyes I watched everywhere, confused and shocked at the same time. Was that a deja vu?

I need answers.

So I took my phone, calling E desperately and hoping the nightmare wasn't real. After 30 seconds, she finally answers:

-hello?- it's her phone.. but its not her:

-Emile?- there were some seconds of silence... so I thought the worst:

-is she...?- I can't even say it. I don't wanna think about it:

-listen, you must be _____ right? I know she's a good friend of yours but now she's not here anymore-

-please don't tell me she... -

-bealive me, she's smarter than you think and no, she didn't hurt herself... but-

-can I speak to her, please? It's urgent- and again... the silence appeared:

-... she disappeared- I only kept quiet... that hurt me the most. My friend, my only buddy is... gone.

After that bad news... the only thing I did was hang up, stand where I was, and start to throw things and break some others.

I can't even control myself, she left me alone, and I was with no one to comfort me... I can't stand it. I saw the blood in my hands, some in my arms... and then I fainted.

Forgetting that Africa was next to me.

Forgetting that Will was still at home.

Emile... why did you left your home?