Poetry

Cursed

I feel cursed

Tonight is so dark

Thoughts are aimlessly floating inside my mind

I really wanna die

But im running out of time

And this aint working

Not anymore so i gotta run away tonight

I cant escape my thoughts

I cant escape anything anymore

I feel lost

I feel shallow

Who Am i

I know who i am but its not enough

What am I

Why am I here

Why am i like this

i want to die

But my mom needs me alive

My family needs me alive

but why

I help my mom with chores

 And with Life

She is slowing down and

I am only trying to help

Im a second mother to my sister

NO matter the mistakes she forgives me

Im her favorite

I dont deserve this

please take it

I dont deserve this

Why arent you listening

-Masked C