Get out of my head
Your making me think too much
Thoughts of wishing i was dead
Those are all sheer luck
I dont wanna be alive
But i wanna live
But surviving not living
if thats the way it couldve been
Your making me dizzy
I wanna fall and faint
Making me want to throw up
Perhaps a bit too late
I feel sick
Sick to my stomach
If god was all lovin
why would he do this to me
What kind of challenge is he putting on me
I dont need this mountain to climb
Nah thats Shit
I just need a good noose
to tie around my neck
If that aint the truth i dont know what is
Because im a fucking loser
Thinking of a boy who doesnt give two shits
If im bruising
Say your hurt and your scared
So you decide to let go
and start having love affairs
You dont care
But you said you didnt want to feel
So why the hell are you dating someone you just met
What the hell is wrong with you
Acting up and throwing a sissy fit.
You know whats wrong with the world today?
Girls who deserve better
always deny that fact
because they believe in their partner
and that love
But what good does that do when its all down the drain
Thinking of that boy
Who gave them nothing but pain
Who is to say Im talking about myself
Im talking about the world
nothing else.
-Masked C

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PoetrySometimes not being alright is alright. Im not talking about depression. Im talking about the shi that gets your head spinning Take a walk with me through my words of poetry