I shouldn't be upset
i should be happy
But i cant help but still feel the uneasiness in my stomach
As i think and over analyze
What couldve been if one of us never died
I didnt realize till after the fact
of how blind i really was
I stopped relying on my friends
I stopped listening at that
Believing only in your words
Getting sucked in even more
Love
I can only continue to give love
I know im stupid
Loving those that hurt me
But love got me here
Love is how i survived in this cruel world
Love of family
Love
I love myself
Im sorry for hurting you,
Christina
-Masked C
Everyone harms themself.
Genocide on a massive scale
Harming yourself with the words that got you here
Your ugly! Your stupid!
The words you tell yourself is self genocide
Love yourself for who you are
Not for what you are not
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Poetry
PuisiSometimes not being alright is alright. Im not talking about depression. Im talking about the shi that gets your head spinning Take a walk with me through my words of poetry