(written in 2017)
Were told as kids
Shoot for the moon, even if you miss you'll land among the stars
But the stars are all similar.
If they want us to follow our dreams then why tell us
Even if we'll miss.
We will not miss if we don't try hard enough.
The stars aren't good enough for me
They are all the same
They all twinkle in the sky like beautiful glittering diamonds
They all have their moments where your in awe.
But i don't want to be the same as other people.
I want to land on the moon.
I want to be the first person to really land on the moon
To achieve my dreams.
Not land among the stars.
Because even if i fall onto a star its going to be a shooting one aiming for the moon
The problems i have in my life are so small compared to others
When i hear someone say, "i don't like my shoes. Their not in style"
Don't you just ever stop to think that your lucky enough to have something
There are people in the world who are aiming for the moon this very second
And some can't because their busy trying to stay alive.
This isn't how the world should be
Don't tell me this is the world i was born into
A world where people don't accept what their given
A world where people aren't grateful
I'm grateful for just the little things i have
And sometimes i don't even realize how grateful i really am
I'm grateful i'm grateful i'm grateful
GOD
How many times must i say it just to be as grateful as i really am
I stutter
I make mistakes mistakes
I fall and i get back up
And im grateful im grateful
I hate myself
I love myself
I hate myself
I love myself
I am a complicated human being
And your telling me if i miss the moon to land among the stars?
What if i completely give up and dont land on a star
What then?
What other words are you going to consult me with
You certainly can't use
Aim for the moon, because even if you miss you'll land among the stars
Because I fell
And i fell hard
You can't tell me to just listen listen listen
Your to young to understand understand understand
I am old enough to understand that my problems are just as great
That i am not just young and full of emotions
I fell onto the ground
What now
I don't want your words if their going to be encouraging.
I don't want to be encourage for landing on the ground
That its okay and that you will get back up on your feet
Because who knows i just might not
This is me
Just accept it
Thankyou
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