When you find someone new
i want you to tell me
Would you tell them the same things
That you told me
You said you loved me
But you don't know what love is
You said you liked her
And that it was nothin'
And i believed you
Everytime that you held my hand
But now every word of yours
Is not in your command
You played your cards
And now you have no more
You said you would wait for me
What else have you lied for
I come to find out you are not the man i loved
But whos to say i really knew you if you
Always lied to me
You say you love me
Say you trust me
Yet lies build up and i am now nothing
Who's the new girl
Your new "Love"
Arms securing her
As if she were an Angel from up above
I Walked out of your life
And i am glad that i did
But now vultures are coming out eating
Me for your mistakes
What else can you take from me
What more can you break
Tell me one day you can't live without me
Yet another day your holding her as if she
Was your everything
Everything that was here is now lost
What rabbit hole would i have fell in if i
Had stayed
How much longer would you play this
Game
I want to say that it was my fault, all my
Wrong doing.
But i would be wrong
You played your cards and held me on a
String
But you cut me too soon
And now i wanna scream
Would i prefer to stay and be blind
Or be cut from your world that "saved you"
From the inside
I didn't love you
I loved the idea of you
Your arms
Your kiss
Your words
Your lips
Everything was fake
All too surreal
You doubted us aswell
How could I not think well
"Thankyou for everything" as if i did
Something
You took away my heart
And i took away yours
We broke each other and there is
Nothing leftover
A mess
A mess that cannot be fixed
If you find another love i will
Eternally hate you for this
Go ahead and move on
But to do so in a month
No my bad give it a week
Saying a month only makes you look
Not so weak
And don't correct me saying that i'm
Wrong
You told my best friend that you were
Moving on
We "Broke up" yet we haven't began anew
I said please wait for me
And you patiently obeid
But now i see the reason for waiting from
All those days
Why did you wanna rush things so soon
I told you i wasn't ready to begin
Yet you rushed me right back in
I hope your happy
But i don't at the same time
Karma hurts like a Bitch
I hope it gets to you through time
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Poetry
PoetrySometimes not being alright is alright. Im not talking about depression. Im talking about the shi that gets your head spinning Take a walk with me through my words of poetry