Poetry

Untitled Part 33

I used to believe

That if i couldnt be known as someone i would always be nothing

But im wrong

My nightmares are slowly changing

An ongoing nightmare came to me one night

Came to me just as it always has

The woman who would grab me and drag me

She stood by the tree

This time i didnt cower in fear

But i had flowers and walked up to her

"Thankyou for being alive" I told her

"Thankyou for being you. For being here"

She looked at me

Eyes filled with sorrow

Smile filled with remorse

Her bloodied gown now glowed a beautiful color

Her scary self became beautiful

No longer walking the depths of hell

She walked through the clouds of heaven

She hugged me

Like a fairy tale she vanished

Whispering the words of a broken song

Apologizing to me as if all she did was wrong

Thankyou left my lips

Tears fell from my eyes

My nightmare will come no more

My nightmare was me

That woman was me

She left because i changed into a woman i am proud to be

I will glow just as she did

This is my story.

Thankyou for listening

-Masked C

*Ive had the same ongoing nightmare for as long as i can remember. For a full week she haunted me. And slowly after that it just came to me . One dream one month. The dream in 2 months. and so on. Continually Dragging me down. When i told my friend about this final dream she looked at me and told me, "Damn. Thats deep. What if she was you? And now that you are free and happy with yourself she glowed that way. You will no longer be dragged down by yourself. But you will continue to be lifted up"*