Sometimes i wish i wasnt the way i am
Sometimes i wish i wasnt born
Sometimes i wonder how life without me would continue on
But I will never know
And i am contempt with that
I dont want to be sad when i am sad
Only makes others worries
I am used to holding in emotions
Used to being this way
Sadness is here in my heart
Sadness will never leave
I am too emotional To leave it
So i will hide my colors
With a smile
and with a laugh
for i am "Happy"
I will be happy
I have to be
-Masked C
(2:43 AM)
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ŞiirSometimes not being alright is alright. Im not talking about depression. Im talking about the shi that gets your head spinning Take a walk with me through my words of poetry