Illuminated.(A Loki Love Story)

Chapter 14

Anything to stop her little fuss. she wasnt very heavy, i cradled her like a child in my arms, somewhere, i felt a twinge of satisfactory i mean- i had broken her spirit a bit. she was more sensitive then she let on...I knew how to get to her now but if i wanted her to be obedient i was going to try a little harder to keep a thorn out of her side,~

I set her down on the bed and she winced and hissed a bit. ''What?'' i asked her. she shook her head and got up heading towards the bathroom, ''i dont know.'' she said. she was still crying a bit. when she closed the door i got up and went out into the hall, Thor and Siti were heading our way. siti was upset about something, i couldnt hear her but she was furiously talking with her hands. as i approached she glared up at me from beside thor. ''Where is Aorabelle brother?'' Thor asked. ''She's in the room a- May i have a word siti, about you cousin, how exactly do i connect with her?'' She folded her arms, ''You mean the way your hand connected with her face?'' she hissed. ''Yeah>'' she said harshly, ''I saw that.'' thor put a hesitant hand on her shoulder, ''we have much to talk about that, we're going to check on the filly, and Mother wants you.'' i smoothed myself what could my mother possibly want? she met me at the end of the hallway eir was with her and she had a stern look across her beautiful features. ''I have Heard of what has happened. I dont Not wish to hear of it again, That midgardian girl must be going through alot. if it were up to me i would have you to return her back to earth.If you cannot show responsibilty for a life thou cannot show responsibilty for thou's kingdom.There are Never any humans on asgard and by odin name! i shouldnt have to tell you this like you're a child,''

(For those of you who didnt know already Tom Hiddleson A.K.A Loki is actually 31 years old but how was aorabelle supposed to know that? lets read on shall we? lol)

i took her scolding as a mental beating, ''I'm not going to go over this with you again, That young woman is brave,beautiful and i can tell she cares an awful lot about you.'' i looked up at her, when did this become a riddle, i knew my mother was a phrophet but she never revealed what she knew, maybe she was right now. ''when did you become the godess of love?'' she pointed in the opposite direction, i bowed and turned. her words sank in roughly, and i felt this to be the longest walk to my room i had ever taken, She was right about many things, aorabelle caring about me? i wasnt sure if that was correct or not. i braced myself when i got back to my room. just to open my door and see her in her other garments, hair wet, and looking at herself in the mirror, she acted as if she didnt notice me and she trembled, Aorabelle Victoire, you looked beautiful, even like this. i am sorry i hurt you, no i am not. and i do not love you. But yes, yes i do. i wished for the cursed inner voices to stop their sensless lecture. i wanted to walk right back out of that door, yet, i wanted to hold this woman in my arms, clutch her to me this sweet creature and whisper sweet nothings into my ear, a selfish wish really, This midgardian girl ha put a heavy burden on my heart, i hadnt' even really seen a truly joyus side of her, this was a long list i was pretaining to. as if she had finally noticed me, she turned to me ever so slowly, my heart skipped a beat, and not in a good way, Guilt,Shock, and Remorse flew over me all at the same time,her abdomen and right thigh were covered in grayish purple bruises, there was a huge imprint  by her ribcage, the imprint of a heavy boot, my heavy boot. she stared,not glared, at me from across the room, her eyes red fron crying and even the corners of her full lips trembled, ''What- i mean- i-.'' she stammered as she tried to find her wording. ''What am i to you?!'' she finally burst. i stared at her, not really kmowing what to say.I had her to belive she was nothing to me,she neant nothing, a little play toy maybe. And honestly,

it was like that at first. staring at this girl from across the room while she sobbed, her eyes peircing right through my soul, it's more than i can stand! "i'm just something for you to use and abuse huh?'' more silent tears began sliding down her beautiful face, i didnt want to look weak and tell her now did i? i still looked at her. ''Aorabelle i-'' ''I'm going to bed.'' she said, i let her walk to bed and bury herself in the covers, she didnt even put the rest of her clothes on, and the buried her head under a pillow. Something else told me of aorabelle, i knew that somewhere in there, she was a sweet,caring midgardian girl, of which would be the downfall of me in the end, i watched as the covers heaved up and down with her breathing,was she really sleeping though? curious, i gently and carefully lifted the pillow off of her head, her tear streaked face looked peaceful, it was wild, yet smooth and calm the way her ebony locks were splayed across her face, she shifted slighty, i wonder what she dreamt about.