Illuminated.(A Loki Love Story)

chapter 31

''No, if you divide it by 20, x=144.'' the class murmered amongst themselves. Dr.Kravitz still checked on me. i dont know whats worse about our little chat, he seemed more upset that i'd fallennin love with my rapist than the fact that i told him that i'd be on asgard this whole time. yep you guessed it i was back in school, gosh i missed it here, siti started her junior year and had joined a few clubs, we didnt talk about what happened, doesnt mean i didnt think about it. i missed earth yes, but i felt so out of place, it felt so strange, i couldnt fully believe i was back, i went back to helping my mom in the family bookstore, thanks to ib classes i could go home, maybe finish some homework,and then head to work, i went home after lunch and flopped on the couch, i heard the thunder rumble...its fall its been raining alot lately, i turned the t.v on and rolled over on my stomach.

i turned it to the news, bruce banner was still trying to find a cure for his...condition. i was always a fan of his work.on my phone it said that i was 1:30 i still had lots of time, i closed my eyes so that i could get a quick nap. something made me toss and turn. i could see people i recognized, and some people i didnt recognize, like tony stark from ceo of stark industries was in them. i dont remember meeting him excpet once and a tech convention and i got an autograph and a picture but i was like 13 when that happened. i saw a flash of blue light, and then in woke up. i checked myself in the mirror, the rain could be heard outside on the roof. i put my hair up into a messy ponytail. i felt really out of it,not myself. i grabbed my car keys and grabbed un umbrella. at least now i couldnt blame my 'allegies' on the rain.~

Marco waited for me at the bookshop, he volunteered here, he was leering by the music section,his black eyes filled with mild concern, ''hey.'' he said to me. i pushed my damp bangs out of my face. mom was with a customer right now, she smiled when she saw me but then frowned when i looked at the floor, i went to set my stuff into the back office, i sat and wiped my eyes, i looked at myself in the mirror on my moms desk, i looked like hell, i took a breather and got back up,headed to my side of the store, i worked the childrens department along with the music,gifts,and i managed mythology and little book sets. my heart ached, i missed loki but i sort of grew heated,what if he had trcked me,he was only being nice to me so i would be submissive,so that i would obey him? i shook that thought out of my head and walked out to begin, marco was moving random books into place. i had my earbuds in, not loud though.

marco hovered over my shoulder and followed me around ocasionally. ''I seriously want to know what happened...up there.'' i didnt turn to look at him, ''I told you.'' i answered, he huffed, ''No you said, 'on asgard.' and then left it at that.'' i ignored him. i wasnt usually like this to him, i just really wanted to drop the subject. ''Sice loki is your favorite norse god...did you meet him. what was he like?'' i stepped down off of a ladder and pulled marco into the back by his arm., i closed the door. i could feel the hot tears prick my eyes, ''you want to know what he was like, he was cruel charasmatic. charming. arrogant.'' i caught my breath.

''And i'll probably never see him again...'' i began to cry. my vision getting blurry i sat down on the desk and rubbed at my eyes like a child. ''belle, w-whats the matter.'' he rubbed my shoulder, i shook it off. i shook my head. i was tearing up bad. i fell in love, head over heels, i cant understand why, i- i had never fallen in love like this. not like a child, but i felt like a woman, but everyone's first love cant be easy, Why did you get rid of me? ''I'll tell you what happened.'' i told marco at last. he nodded and sat in a chair across from me. i began telling him  the long story, not bits and peices but what happened day by day hour by hour, ''So...this asshole raped you?'' he asked. i nodded, i continued. ''And you fell in love with the mother...i'm sorry tell your story.Please.'' when i was done, his eyes softened. i got up and dried my eyes, a headache was threatening, i opened the door to leave but marco blocked my path. ''Lets forget about it. all of it. pedopholic heart breaking gods and all, madness and all. it'll be easy you see. okay?~''

There was one more thing i had to do before i took my leave,one more. down to the hall of mirrors the gaurds didnt pay attention to me. i saw her. her every movement. how i missed her. i shall claim her once her pathetic planet is mine. i would rule her, i would rule them all.

AN: i have finally found a way to put the avengers in here. but warning i'm kind of changing the movie's plot. let me explain. we already know of jane because she is mentioned and the bi-frost is obviously still there,i'm not going to tell you everything except for these three things peice them together: 1.Loki does not float miserably off the edge of the pretty rainbow bridge, 2.the bi-frost is still there. 3.yes the whole fiasco with loki and the tesseract DOES happen. bare with me people. i'm a creative writer. :)