Illuminated.(A Loki Love Story)

What lies beyond Ch-17

I stared in awe and glanced out the window to face the water droplets hitting it, Then I looked up at Loki. Was I really this much in love with him? I didn't need anyone to answer that question for me. I couldn't live without him and I knew it. I allowed him to skillfully slip my jacket and 'Sleeping with Sirens' shirt off.

''Remember how we did this back on Asgard? The erm... third time around anyways?'' He chuckled lightly and I smiled in half annoyance and half awe, it made me feel special that he kept thoughts like that handy, it meant that he was strong enough to chase away the pain with something other than havoc. ''I remember,'' I replied slowly, we've come so far. I watched as he slipped his shirt off and he leaned down to kiss my neck. Despite the little activity my breath was already being labored from pure excitement. ''Lay back my love, allow to show you how much I’ve missed you. I'd like to make the sweetest love to you as if our remaining time together isn't short, Thor will come to collect me as I have said before. Go on, lie back.'' he cooed before I finally did so.

I felt my sweatpants being peeled off as he crawled over me. I didn't even notice that he'd taken his pants off! But here I was, lying beneath the love of my life, letting him skim his hands all over my bare body. Blushed and mewled and moaned and writhed like I had done so many times before. ''Please.'' I begged while arching my back. ''Little kitten, Sweet one.'' he propped my legs up and slid himself in with one gentle thrust. I gasped at the pinch I felt before melting completely into his intimate embrace. He smiled and his lips found my neck once more as his body began to move in a wavelike motion. I wrapped my arms around him,my nails raking down his back gently.

There were no words needed in this, the eye contact, Loki's way of knowing when and how to angle himself so that I begged for mercy. Both of our bodies were covered in a light layer of sweat, after a second I felt a chill run up my spine, and I didn't know why at first. When I came to half of my senses, I looked down to see Loki turning to his well...'Normal' form; the form of a Frost Giant. I blushed and stared at him in curiosity, the new, glacial feeling somehow lit a fire in my core, as he was still inside while he made the change, it was a while before he moved inside me again. I don't know whether he was waiting for me to run our screaming, or if he were waiting for me to yell at him to get off and get out. But personally I thought this was beautiful. ''Loki...''

''I'm sorry Aorabelle. I wanted to experience this as well, me. It's truly amazing that you love me in a way my own parents couldn't, I admire you for that. Please let me make love to you in my true form.'' This made me take a deep breath and exhale as I tried to hide my trembling because I was cold. ''You've always been you, Loki. And I’ve loved that. Continue.'' He smiled at me and gently pushed my back down, his now violet eyes bore into mine as he continued to lightly thrust into me.

The sensation made me writhe and scream under him,something that was beyond controlling right now, ''You're shivering,'' ''I know'' I breathed and I literally felt myself thawing out. This wasn't like the time I had been caught by the frost giants This was the feeling of release, something I hadn't felt in a long time. I caught my breath as Loki's skin flush pale. He pulled me into his arms and kissed my hair. ''I love you.'' He murmured softly and buried his face in my hair.

''I love you more.'' I replied

''Impossible.''