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All I remember is my thoughts turning hazy in the rush of adrenaline and everything around me turning blurry through the wetness in my eyes.
Someone had grabbed me and pulled me off the ground, and now I'm being dragged by this stranger I don't know, but their scent is so familiar, it feels safe, I am not sure who it is so I say the first name popping into my mind, words slurred I mutter, "Chan Hyung?" there's no reply
I try to straighten up to not put all my weight on the person holding me, but my knees fold in from sheer, it wasn't physical, just absolute mental exhaustion.
"Felix" my name tumbles out of this person's mouth smoothly and I rack my tired brain trying to connect the voice with people I know and somewhere the answer echoes, Changbin
"Changbin" I murmer
He hums.
"Changbin" I say again, my eyes shutting involuntarily, I don't know what else to tell him
"You're gonna be fine Felix, can you walk to the dorms? Or should I carry you"
"N-No, I can walk" I say thickly and try to lean off of him but my whole body shakes, aching in pain
He wraps an arm around my waist securely from the back and leans in so that his lips brush my ear, the hair on the back of my neck rise, "Get on my back" he whispers, my ears tingle, "I'll carry you lix"
The words take a while to settle in and I shake my head vigorously, "No no Binnie no"
He shushes me and strokes my head for a while, "You'll be fine"
I feel drunk, I feel like I'm having a panic attack while I'm tipsy and nothing makes sense, I can't walk. But i should walk.
I look towards where Hyunjin fell down, there's a crowd around him now. The next thing I know, I'm on Changbin's back. I wrap my arms around his neck and tighten my legs around his torso immediately and nuzzle into his neck, he feels warm.
"You don't have to do this" I mutter slowly, unsure if he caught it but I couldn't know as I blacked out.
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I woke up to my alarm blaring Bang Bang Bang and I try to move to switch it off but I feel a weight on me and I know I'm stuck. Changbin has his hands wrapped around my waist tightly and his face is buried in my chest. I wriggle slowly out of his grasp, he barely sleeps but I know once asleep he's a log.
I switch off my alarm successfully and sit back on the bed, rubbing my eyes to get a better look at Changbin. He looks so adorable, his cheeks puffed and squished on the bed, his hair messily strewn over his face. I sigh slowly, beautiful people will be the death of me.
I look at the time, 7:45 am. I don't have a class until 11am but I think I remember Changbin having a 9 am one. So I decide to wake him up and make some breakfast. He deserves atleast that for helping me.
I try to recollect things that happened last night as I freshen up, my cheeks automatically flush in embarrassment thinking how I couldn't even stand properly and also
oh my god
I punched Hyunjin
Let me say that again
I punched Hyunjin.
Hwang Hyunjin.
Holy. Shit.
That part of my life is done for then, I'm never going to look at his face again. Yikes.
I pass the bedroom to see Changbin still sound asleep, hugging a pillow, I smile to myself and walk over to the kitchen.
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I place the toast on the bedside table and sit down next to Changbin.
His face looks so peaceful, his jawline not so sharp anymore, giving his features a roundness. I smile and run my hand through his hair, slowly enough to not jerk him awake.
"Changbinnie?" I call softly and he groans and sighs before his eyes flutter open.
"Lix" he says looking at me through his lashes, his thick voice laced with sleep.
"Wake up? I have breakfast and coffee"
"Wanna sleep more" he mutters thickly nuzzling into my palm
"You have a class in 45 minutes" I say slow enough to not ruin the quietness of the surroundings
"it's a saturday, no class" he murmurs and closes his eyes again
I quickly look at my phone, oh
By the time I looked back at Changbin again he was snoring softly
Looking at his serene expression something makes me lean forward and place a kiss on his forehead and I do.
His eyes snap open and I lean back in shock and look away in embarrassment
"I'm awake, fully woken up, never been more awake before, what just happened?" he asks without a pause
I burst out laughing after being unable to stifle it for 10 whole seconds and he joins in laughing loudly too, covering his face with his hands.
We both look at each other after we calm down, "Breakfast?" I ask
"only if you kiss me again" he winks
"oh my god shut up pervert" i flush red and I don't know if it's from embarrassment or if I'm blushing.
He sits up smiling, "you're cute"
"What?" I stutter, unable to blush more than this
"you're cute, now gimme my coffee"
"i-i, okay uhm here" i hand him the mug from the table
"What are you gonna do today?" I ask looking down and pulling the threads from the bedsheet
"nothing, I wanna be with you"
"what?" my head snaps up trying to read his face
He reaches for my hand which is picking the sheets and takes it in his, "I wanna be with you lix, I want to spend more time with you"
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[A/N: I'm sorry this update took so long! I had a major writer's block and then my exams had started. My exams today so here's something nice :")]
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