[Waste It On Me] Jeon Jungkook X Reader

Chapter 10: Answer

(A/N: Y/F/N means Your Full Name)

Y/N's POV

My eyes widen as I heard a sound of thunder. I rose up slowly and turn to see my sister sleeping peacefully beside me. I glanced at a window that placed beside me and saw it was raining cats and dogs.

Then, a memory started to flash...

Flashback

I woke up and found myself in a hospital. I looked by my side and saw Jackson sleeping beside me. I smiled at the scene but soon the smile faded into a frown.

'He nearly killed Yoon Oh' my thoughts screamed. Unfortunately, he woke up and saw me.

"Y/N? Thank goodness you're alive!" He hugged me gently, not wanting to hurt my wound.

"Y-yeah, I'm fine" I answered with a shaky tone. He broke the hug but his hands still holding my shoulders.

"Look, I'm sorry for trying to kill your best friend and ended up stabbing you. It's just, I felt like my emotions were controlling me that time. I can't think straight!" I stared at his eyes which showed sincerity.

"Gwaechanha, I forgive you" He grinned and hugged me again. We stayed with that position for seconds until he broke it.

"N/N, I have something to tell you" Uh oh, I started to feel an uneasy feeling growing inside me.

"Hmm? Go on, I'll hear it"

"I think we should..." He stopped his sentence. I sighed heavily and decided to finish it.

"Break up? Sure, if that's what you want then, I wouldn't mind," Jackson looked at me with shocked.

"Y-yeah, we should end this love. I do this for our own good too. I'm afraid if I can't control myself anymore and might hurt you.." I shook my head and said it was fine.

End Flashback

That's the real reason why I broke up with Jackson... . I miss his smile, his laugh, ALL! I really hope he's fine now. . . In that hospital. Then, a thunder strike making me quickly hid in the blanket.

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Jackson's POV

(At a mental hospital)

I smiled as I stared at a window. It's raining heavily out there. I always love rain. It felt like it's not just you that cried alone, even the sky cried with you. Then, a name cross my head... 'Y/F/N'.

I chuckled soon as I thought about her. I hope she's fine without me. I can't believe I was her boyfriend well, a bad boyfriend I could tell. The memory of her started to show up one by one. I cried so hard and regretted every moments I've been aggressive towards her. Suddenly, a crazy idea came in my head.

I looked around making sure everyone was asleep and quietly tip toed out of the room. I crouched a bit to the main entrance and dodged every nurses or people. When I finally got out of there, I ran through the thick rain towards Y/N's house. I tried to remember the direction and ways. Before I know, I'm now standing in front of a familiar-looking house. I smiled even if I was drenched and wet. I went further and knocked on the door hopefully, wishing for someone to open the door. To my surprise, there's actually someone who opened the door. Someone that I'm really familiar with.

"Jackson!? What are you doing here in the rain?! Come in," The rain pouring was loud so she had to shout. I obeyed her and came inside the cozy warm house.

I looked around the house in awe. Everything inside it has changed. It looked more beautiful. Suddenly, a towel shoved towards me. I looked up only to see Y/N with a blank face.

"Here, use the towel to clean yourself. Wait here,"  I smiled as I watched her walking upstairs. Not long after that, she came with a pair of white shirt and sweatpants.

"Go and change, I don't want you to catch cold" Then, an idea crossed my head.

"So, you do care about me, huh?" She huffed in annoyance while I laughed.
I got up and went to the bathroom. I still remember where it was. After finished changing, I went to the living room and plopped on the couch.

"What are you doing here at ... 4 in the morning?" I turned my head to see Y/N coming towards me with two mugs in both of her hand.

"Why? Don't like my visit? What drink is that? And why are you even awake at 4 in the morning?" I shot back, taking one of the mug she's holding.

"Dude, chill. I was just joking and it's hot chocolate" I chuckled and sip on the hot chocolate she made. There was silence for a moment before I broke it.

"Y/N" I called her. She hummed in respond while looking at me.

"I'm sorry for all of my fault. Even after this 2 years of knowing each other and two months of being in a relationship with you, I could never wish anything other than rewind those cherish time back," I stared at the hot chocolate. The rain was still pouring.

"Jack--" "I Love You Y/N...I still love you" I cut her off.

"Jackson...look at me" I looked at her while trying my best not to break into tears.

"I-I Don't Need Your Love. I don't want you to suffer from loving someone who's already moved on" I'm not shocked to hear that from her, but somehow the tears made their way to fall from my eyes.

I quickly looked away to prevent from any awkward moments. I secretly swiped away my tears and showed her a sad smile.

"It's okay, I understand" I stood up and walked to the door.

"W-Where are you going?" I stopped my track and smiled to myself.

"I'm going back. I just came for a short visit. Goodbye Y/F/N" I opened the door and ran through the rain, back to my hospital. I can't differentiate between my tears and the rain anymore. I ran all of my heart until I reach the mental hospital.

I went inside with all drenched in rain. One if the nurse helped me changed and brought me back to the dorm. I sat on my bed and wrapped myself in a blanket. She's moved on... that's good.

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