[Waste It On Me] Jeon Jungkook X Reader

Chapter 12: Danger

Your POV

Jungkook sent me back safely and I thanked him. It's already 4:35 pm. I walked to my room and take a short bath and did my assignments. I was wearing an oversized white shirt with a shorts.

After what felt like an hour, I went downstairs and cooked dinner for me and Shinmi. She texted me like minutes ago saying that she'll be home at midnight. I put the leftovers in the fridge so she could ate it and put a memo on the dining table. I killed my time by watching the tv and switching the channels to find something interesting. Out of the blue, I stumbled upon a CNN channel.

"There's a rumor about BTS Jungkook and an unknown girl has been found in a restaurant. The girl seems really close to this BTS's member. A few weeks ago, they were also found walking in a park with BTS Namjoon. Are they a couple? We're waiting for Big--" I shut the tv off with shock and fear. Suddenly, my phone buzzed. I took it out from my pocket and saw Jungkook's caller id. I picked it up and slowly put it on my ear.

"Y/N--"

"Yea, I saw the news..." I said weakly.

"Hey hey, are you okay? Relax, I could fix--"

"I'm sorry...I'm not supposed to kiss you in front of a crowd like that. I'll be more careful" I could felt my voice getting weaker.

"Yah, Y/N-ah... . Look, it's fine okay? We can tell the media that we're--"

"What are we?"

"....If you're gonna cut my sentence again istg I--" I chuckled.

"Mianhae"

"It's okay, I know you're not ready yet... . We'll take it slow. For now, go and take a rest, you have class tomorrow don't you? Ouh, I'm coming to your house okay?"

"Yea, thanks btw. Call me when you're here. Bye Kookie" I hung up. I decided to finish my assignments while waiting for him to arrive.

Jackson's POV

I stared at the tv that was placed at the end of the dorm. I looked down and grabbed my head. I started mumbling Y/N's name repeatedly.

"Y/N....Y/N....Y/F/N!!!" I screamed causing all the nurses that passed by looked at me in fear. I started to calmed myself down slowly as I felt my breath became heavier. No, I can't....she already have Jungkook.

Yea, I have DID. Which means Dissociative Identity Disorder. It's awful to be honest... . Aish, I have to forget about her! But I can't... I hate this. I lay down slowly and began to close my eyes. Slowly, I drifted into my dreams.

{Time skip to midnight~still Jackson's POV}

I woke up and groaned softly as I looked at my watch. '12:34 am' it wrote. I rubbed my eyes and took my jacket that I brought here and wore it. Slowly, I tiptoed my way out of the dorm and made my way out of the building.

I was walking to Y/N's house but I met a bench, so I decided to sit on it first. I gazed up at the sky to see the stars. I smiled as my heart said 'Y/N will be mine'. I stood up and continued to walk to Y/N's home. As I reached there, my hand was shaking to knock on the door. The door open but it's not Y/N who opened the door... it's ShinMi.

"Jackson? What are you doing here?" By hearing the way she talked, she must be very tired.

"J-Just come for a short visit..." She nodded and let me in.

"You sneaked out?" I nodded as my gaze fall to a sleeping Y/N and Jungkook on the couch. ShinMi saw me looking at them and suddenly she let out a chuckle.

"Jungkook came over to accompany her and they ended up watching movie and fall asleep on the couch" I smiled nervously and nodded.

"Come, are you hungry?"

"Uh kinda.."

"Follow me, I'll cook something for you" ShinMi beckoned me to the kitchen.

"Ouh! No need I'm--" "Shh..they're sleeping" She pointed to Y/N and Jungkook.

"It's okay. I'm bored btw" I chuckled and just let her cooked for me. There was a comfortable silence but ShinMi broke it up.

"Jackson..." I hummed as a respond as my eyes roamed through the kitchen.

"Do you perhaps....still have uhh feelings for my....lil' sister?" I stunned at that question and my eyes fixed at her cooking figure.

"Uhh I-I, honestly I don't know... It's like, it's hard to tell you how it feels since it's all mixed up" She let out a small chuckle.

Then, she turned around and put a plate of ttaekbeokki and a pair of chopstick in front of me. My eyes lit up in excitement as I reached for one of it but stopped once it was slapped. I looked up confused at ShinMi.

"What?" I asked.

"Wash your hands first..." I nodded and did her task. I sat down and enjoyed my tteokbeokki. I looked up and saw ShinMi staring at the plate of tteobeokki. 

"You want some?" I said as I held the chopstick near her face. She looked at the tteokbeokki and then glanced at me. She smiled and shook her head slightly. 

"What's wrong? You look so down..." She let out a heavy sigh and stared at me in the eyes. I felt as she's burning my soul with her blank eyes.

"...You still love her?" My eyes widen and I quickly stared at the tteokbeokki. 

"Jackson... look at me" I shut my eyes and slowly raised my head up.

"Open your eyes, Jackson... answer me" I let out a shaky sigh and opened my eyes slowly. Our eyes met but this time, her eyes soften a bit.

"What if....I said.... Yes?" She gave me a sad smile and nodded. 

"I can't force you but, please let her go. You could hurt her....you could hurt You" I smirked to myself as I stood up from the seat. My eyes were glued to hers.

"Ouh Shinmi... don't worry. I will....but this is not a right time... just a bit more.." I said as I went to her seat. She had a blank expression as I took out a knife from my jacket's pocket.

"What are you doing Jackson?" Her eyes started to trembled when the knife was put near her left cheek.

"Nothing~ just creating a beautiful scar" I said as the knife slice her soft flesh. She winced in pain and touch her cheek as soon as I pulled the knife away.  A beautiful shining tear escaped out of her left eye. 

"My mother used to tell me that if the first tear escaped from your left eye...it means that it's a tear of sadness" I smirked and before my hand could even wiped her tear, she slapped it away and ran upstairs. I smirked again and went out of the house, not forgetting to turn off the lights.

"Bye Y/N... is this what madly in love feels? Cause I am..." I whispered before closing the door. 

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Heyya! Sorry for not updating recently, I've been busy with my assignments and it's sooo stressful :( !! Hope you enjoy this chapter!