i am not who i was a year ago
my then bleeding open wounds have stopped pouring
and are slowly closing, and healing.
my mind, then weak and cruel, has turned sweeter and more logical.
my body, then broken and unkempt, is now pouring honey
out of every single pore and growing stronger every day.
i am not who i was a year ago
that girl was scared and slowly dying inside,
couldn't even stand up.
her pain was way to unbearable to hold it in.
crying day and night, tears flooded her eyes.
one day that girl gave it all up
and thought about ending her life
thoughts about her loved ones stopped her
knowing how painful for them it would be
damn, i'm so thankful for that moment,
for that moment that kept me alive.
moment that brings me to tears
everytime i'm reminded of that.
