and when your body gets used to the sadness, the numbness, the voidness
it will start to crave it instead of avoiding it
it will start to seek for it, like a drug addict
it will start to think it can't live without it
and when you think you see a little ray of happiness
it will create a self-made storm cloud, blocking that beautiful view
and replacing it with thunders and lighting rays,
making you fearful and scared again.
but don't blame your body
how do you think it was going to react
when all it has seen were your monsters
and terrifying thoughts inside your pretty mind?
-it really doesn't know better honey
