You belong with me, A one direction love story

Chapter 7

<pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal; color: #2a2a2a; font-size: 13px; text-align: start;">"I don't love you anymore!" He screamed pushing me away

"But what's changed!" I asked frantically tears streaming down my face

"YOU! Your obviously repulsed by me! That's why you won't do it with me!" He shouted

"NIALL NO! That's not the reason!" I said with even more tears falling and falling

"Bye Maddie!" He shouted slamming the door in my face

I let out a huge scream.

"Maddie! Maddie" I heard faintly and felt someones hand on my shoulder

I woke up and sat bolt upright, "oh my god it was just a dream, it was just a dream" I said over and over to myself

"What was! What happened" Lily said

"I had a dream that Niall left me cause I won't have sex with him, I'm going to have to do it aren't I lil" 

"Not if you don't want to!" She replied

"But what if he thinks its because of him?" I asked twisting my ring round on my finger

"I'm sure he won't, now go back to sleep" Lily said calmly kissing my forehead before leaving the room.

By now I was far to worked up to sleep.

He's going to go off me, I know it and there's nothing I can do to stop it, I love him so much and I don't want to loose him! I need him.

All sorts of crazy thoughts started running through my head.

He's going off me.

He's using me.

There's someone else.

I'm getting boring.

I'm not pretty enough now he's famous.

I have to call him, I took out my phone and dialled his number.

"Eh, er hi?" A tired sounding Niall said down the phone

"Your not going to leave me are you!?!" I said frantically tears still streaming down my face

"If you keep ringing me at 4am maybe" he replied laughing slightly

"Niall I'm serious" I sniffed,

He realised I was crying "No Maddison Minever, I love you with all my heart and even the thought of leaving you pains me, your the most beautiful human being on the face of the earth and I would walk to the moon and back for you, I would swim to Australia for you, I would kill for you Mads, why would you even think that?" 

"Because I won't have sex with you" I said quietly

"Maddie, I don't care if you have sex with me or not, as long as I have you beside my side I'm the worlds happiest man"

"Aw you cutie, love you night" I said

"Love you to, night" he replied hanging up

I put my phone down on the bedside table and turned on the lap to find Lil sat cross legged on the floor at the side of the bed.

"Lils what you doing there still?" I asked 

"I ruined everything Mads!" She exclaimed bursting into tears

"Why what did you do and what did you ruin?"

"Everything with Liam!" She squeaked trying to hold back the tears

"Why babe" I said calmly stroking her shoulder

"I didn't tell him I was a virgin and we did it and I made him stop and it all came out and he's really mad and walked out on me and now he won't answer any of my texts and I don't know what to do" she said crying hysterically 

I got out of bed and just hugged her while she cried into my hair and shoulder, she's 6 inches taller than me but right now that didn't matter I was on tip toes and she was crouching.

Its horrible seeing your bestfriend like that and knowing there's nothing you can do.

After about 10 minutes of non-stop crying and snot streams I spoke up

"Come on Lils stop crying before you drown us both" I said smiling

"O-o-ok" she croaked cracking a fake smile

It was a fake smile but it was a start, we both got into my bed and went back to sleep.

I wonder what will happen with Liam tomorrow..</pre>

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<pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal; color: #2a2a2a; font-size: 13px; text-align: start;">Maddie's Outfit: <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_11/set?id=57429697">http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_11/set?id=57429697</a></pre>

<pre style="line-height: 17px; white-space: normal; color: #2a2a2a; font-size: 13px; text-align: start;">Lily's Outfit: <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=57430008">http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=57430008</a></pre>