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-Liams POV
I woke up with that funny guilty feeling you get in your belly when you know you've done something wrong and that something has hurt that person you love more than anything and everything.
I remembered last nights events.
Had I hurt her?
Did she hate me?
Did she bleed?
And worstly of all did I rape her?
All I know is that she asked me to stop, the first time I didn't, and she cried then I stormed out and left her in tear.
She must think that I used her, I could of made it so special for her and taken time and made it special, memorable and enjoyable for her, but no it was a quickie that ended in tears.
I'm an awful, awful person.
"NIALL!, NIALLER?" I shouted with a crack in my voice, a tear slid down my cheek and landed on my chest.
"Wassup mate? He asked appearing at the door shirtless and in stupid Duck & Cover boxers,
"I hurt her, I really fucking hurt her" I stuttered and just let the tears flow
"What did you do?" I said sounding sad and concerned
"I didn't know, I just didn't know" I said clearing my throat and wiping my tears
"Didn't know what?" He asked
"She was a virgin Niall! And I didn't know and I hurt her I hurt her, made her cry then left her crying! I'm a horrible horrible person and I don't deserve her at all" I shouted
"Fuck mate, that's not good, you need to go see her and apologise yeah" he said looking down
"But even if I do apologise, that's not going to excuse the fact that I forced myself into her and she asked me to stop and the first time I didn't!" I said bursting into tears again
"I know mate, but you've gotta start somewhere" he said his voice cracking a little
"Now jump in the shower ok, you pong" he said hitting me in the arm playfully before getting of the bed and leaving.
I wiped my eyes and walked into the en suite, stripped my clothes and let the warm water run down my body, I washed my hair, rinsed and got out wrapped a towel round my body and walked into the kitchen
"LILY?!" I shouted wrapping my arms around her body, I found her sitting at my breakfast bar.
She looked beautiful, wearing a white summer dress and a blazer with heels
"Forgive me? Please?" I whispered into her ear
"Of course" she whispered back
"I want to make it up to you ok, were forgetting that happened and your going back to be a virgin and when your ready, tell me and I'll make it special like I wanted to ok" I said looking her in the eyes with my forehead resting on hers
"Perfection" she giggled kissing me passionately. Lily's Outfit: http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=57436206
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You belong with me, A one direction love story
FanficMaddie appears to have it all, good looks, riches, the perfect boyfriend and even her own flat which she shares with her friends, she has her fair share of secrets, secrets that could ruin everything. What could possibly go wrong?
