Forbidden love (pernico fanfiction)

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~Annabeth's P.O.V.~

I collapsed onto my bed and slid under the covers. My brothers and sisters where already asleep so my cabin was quiet as I stared up at the ceiling.

I didnt know what to think.

Percy has been acting strange recently but I didnt think much about it, and now this has happened.

He started spending time with Nico which I was perfectly fine with, I think Nico needed a friend like Percy. First he lost his mother, then his sister, being left in a world that he didnt understand. When evryone found out he was a child of Hades they freaked out. Nico was already creepy but that tipped the edge slightly. He went into Tartarus ALONE.. me and Percy barely managed and that was the help of Bob.

I was more then happy when Nico stated becoming a little less distant, even if you rarely saw them apart. I got a little jealous when Percy started a huge arguement because he wasnt allowed to see Nico after he left the mess hall without a reason..

But this fight..that was something else..

There was more then just anger in their actions..more then just hate in their words..

I couldnt help but feel even more jealos but then really wasnt the time.

Percy was the first to fall and all Nico had done was looked at him..

I could have killed Nico for that but Percys next actions made him just as bad..he had promised he wasnt going to do that again..

I sighed and closed my eyes..

A rumor had started to spread that Nico had a crush on me..

I didnt know if he knew about it or if it was even true but now I began to wonder..was Nico..jealous of Percy?

Maybe he left the pevilion because he saw me and Percy kissing..

He might not have wanted to see Percy because he had me..and not himself..

That fight might have happened because Nico wanted to try and get rid of Percy so he would have a chance with me..

It would explain why Nico hated Percy besides the promise he had made about his sister..

It would also explain why he didnt like being around us..

Oh gods..

Nico di Angelo has a crush on me..

~Percy's P.O.V.~

one word: ouch.

I could hear faint shouts and people running around but my vision was black..either my eyes where closed or I was dieng..maybe dead.

I was a little confused about me and Nico.

I knew he had left the mess hall because he saw me and Annabeth kissing..roughly.

I knew he didnt want to see me because he was obviously hurting, Hazel made that pretty obvious eery time I tried to see him but I dont think she knows the whole truth..possibly none of the truth since Nico had apparently been asleep all week.

I finally managed to get inside and Nico agreed to talk to me, so I figured he was going to listen, NOPE.

I remember some of what he had said, but my summed up version of what I could remember is: he had loved me for years and he thought he finally had me, (which he did). He said I was a liar and that I deserved to suffer like he had over the years then my mind went blank with the pain.

I was thrown into situations but looking at it through Nicos eyes, feelings his emotions, and it fucking hurt. How he had managed to not break down while keeping all that trapped into him was unbelievable. So much hate, anger, misery, depression there wasnt one good feeling I felt.

I didnt want to hurt him, so I certanly didnt want to fight him but I found myself doing it. The battle went by in a blur but I could remember watching Nico writhering on the ground at my feet and I just watched him, not doing anything except making that happen to him.

Then it went black, silent and I knew I was dead. Then I opened my eyes, so I knew I wasnt dead..but everything was still black.

But now, I only wanted to see him, apologise to him like was meant to do in the first place..if his heart was still beating..

~Nico's P.O.V.~

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My eyes fluttered open and everything was blurry, black dots flashing across my eyes. I couldnt hear anything but I couldnt see shapes rushing around or hovering next to me.

My emotions where mixed up, I couldnt decide wether I should be estatic that I had made him feel like I had over the years, or wether I should be devastated that I had stooped so low as to want to hurt him.

In the heat of the moment I was just so angry that I didnt think twice about doing that to him but now...

I did love him, with every shattered piece in me. I wanted to give him everything I had, offer myself up to him to show how much he meant to me. I werent much, a depressing gay emo isnt exactly what someone looks for in a boyfriend but Percy was different.

He tried to help me, I could see he wanted to help me and he was really trying. I felt amazing when I was with him then everything crumbled to dust in the pavilion. I dont know why he kissed Annabeth, maybe it was the other way around and she had done it to him but he still kissed back.

I didnt know if I would ever forgive him over that...I didnt know if I would ever forgive myself..

Percy could be in serious pain, and it would be all my fault..but did he deserve it?

A sharp pain flared through my arm, like it was being ripped off me and I screamed out, tears flowing down my face..at least I thought it was tears.

~Percy's P.O.V.~

A piericng sound came from besides me, and evreyone went silent. I couldnt turn to see who or what it was cause every part of me hurt and even if I had managed to, I still couldnt see anything. Maybe someone had dropped something? "HES AWAKE!" I heard someone shout, breaking the silence as everyone started rushing around again.

Hes awake...Nico?

My hear skipped a beat, was it Nico?

It had to be him, who else would it be?

..there were a number of possibilities but I could only hope it was him...

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