Another session, another empty conversation. But instead, I started everything off.
"Shiro told me about you thinking I'm not ready for someone else." I snarl, still a little upset about it.
Keith's face went slightly pale. "Well... I hope you know it's true. You need to-"
"-love yourself besides loving someone else. I know." I snap. "But y'know what's wrong with that!?" I ask loudly.
"Wh-what?" Keith asks, chewing his lip.
"I'm depressed and fucking suicidal because I'm lonely! /Because/ no one loves me!! And everyday, I feel worse and worse because I've never felt that... that... tenderness from someone..." just like always, I calmed halfway through my rant. Tiredness.
Keith looks very surprised, not expecting my outburst, at all. "You've never.. uh... told me this before..." he quickly writes it down.
"No shit!" I yell one last time. "Maybe, fucking maybe, I'll stop cutting and-"
"You're cutting again!?"
"Don't act surprised, and also, maybe I'll be happy!" I finally finish.
God I fucking hate myself.
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"What's wrong?" he asked | Klance
Cerita Pendek1-800-273-8255 Warnings: - loneliness - attempt suicide - heavy language The chapters will be very short as this is meant to be a short story. Also, therapist!Keith 1-800-273-8255
