We were having some food in the park when Jake started scratching the back of his neck nervously.
"are you alright Jake?" asked Hannah
"yeah, I just need to say something and I'm not quite sure how say it"
"well you know you can tell me anything, don't you?"
"yeah course I do!"
"okay, Hannah, I'm not very good at this but here goes. Even though I've only known you for two days, I've had the best two days of my life. When I saw the smile on your face this morning, I realised that you were perfect. You have an amazing personality and I have never felt like this about anyone before. You have made me happier than I ever thought I could be, and if you let me, I want to try and make you feel the same way about me. Hannah...will you go out with me?"
Hannah did about the most peircing scream I've ever heard!
"omg, yes Jake! Omg!"
They moved together slowly and kissed. It was so cute!
"yeah Jake, you're really crap at that aren't you?" joked Cody
"be quiet blondie, that was the most romantic thing ever! I would love to be asked out like that!"
"well, maybe you will" said Cody
Was he gunna ask me out?
I shrugged that idea away, of course he wasn't!
Jake and Hannah spent the most of that evening kissing, even in the limo!
During the limo ride, I fell asleep. When I woke up, I had my head on Cody's chest and he was stroking it.
"we're home"
Cody walked me up to my door
"thanks for today, it was great" I said to him
"you're welcome beautiful!"
I hugged him and he started walking back to the limo. I turned to open the door when Cody called from behind me.
"wait!"
I turned around
"yeah?"
"yesterday was my last Europe concert and I still have a few days left in England, you wanna hang out again tomorrow with the rest of them?"
"yeah, I'd like that"
We smiled and said goodbye.
I went straight to the kitchen as I was hungry - I have a massive appetite. Oh great Sophie and Mike were there.
"who was that?"
"Cody Simpson, I went to his concert the another night"
"and he's dropping you home?"
"yeah, I spent the day with him"
"just you two?"
"no, Alex, Hannah and two of Cody's friends"
"you're spending too much time away from us"
"well, you're not gunna like that I'm spending tomorrow with all of them as well"
"well, you can't, you're grounded"
"what? Why? What for?"
"for being rude to your mother"
"you're not my f*cking mother!"
"Lily, stop arguing back!"
"what? You're not my mother! I don't belong here! I hate you!"
"Lily please calm down"
"why should I calm down when you're being completely out of order."
I stormed upstairs. I remembered that I didn't get anything to eat. I didn't care. I was too angry to eat.
I got the blade and cut.
"owww!"
I did it maybe ten times. My wrist had blood pouring out of it. I washed it away in my bathroom. But the water wouldn't stop running red. I heard my phone ring. It was Cody. I picked up.
"Hey beautiful"
I didn't respond, I was in too much pain. I started crying. He must think I'm such a cry baby.
"what's wrong?"
"urm, I can't come out tomorrow, I'm grounded"
"what? Why?"
"I had an argument with Sophie"
"oh right, so what are you doing now?"
"I-I'm just in my room"
"okay. I'm gunna make a plan and text you about it. So you can get out of the house tomorrow"
"okay then, thanks"
"you're welcome sweetie"
"bye Codes"
"bye angel"
I hung up. I went back to my bathroom and washed up all the blood. A few minutes later I got a text.
"okay here's the plan"
