21.

49 12 4
                                        

"complex"

Whilst I'm tapping my leg to the rhythm of the clock,
I'm slowly losing my fucking mind.
I want to scream, but I can't decide on the words.
I know how I will die; I re-live it every night.

I have to restrain myself, with thick metal chains, to stop myself revealing my true colours.

Because I know you wouldn't like it.

And I'm going to start apologising now,
for the day I break free.

my secret mistakes • {poetry}Where stories live. Discover now