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It may be the loneliness,
Calling me into its arms.
Or my anxiety tying a knot around my heart.

But the thought of having to let you go,
It's worse than heartbreak itself.

I really fucking hope everything happens for a reason.

All this torture and all these tears,
They mean something.

Because the last thing I want right now is to have to forget about you.
To watch with a blank face,
As we fall apart in front of my eyes.

I would rather shake hands with the devil
Than give up this easily.

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