Remus loved Sirius Orion Black
He loved his wavy black hair
He loved his personality
He loved his mysterious grey eyes
He loved how he brought him chocolate after every full moon
He loved how he was the first to visit him in the hospital wing
He loved his laugh
He loved how protective he was
He loved his stupidity
He loved that black leather jacket
He loved his humor
But what Remus didn't love about Sirius Orion Black was that he wasn't his.
Sirius loved Remus John Lupin
He loved his caramel eyes
He loved his werewolf side the other man didn't love
He loved his laugh
He loved his style of clothing
He loved how he alway stole Sirius' leather jacket
He loved his scars
He loved his dirty blonde almost brown hair
He loved his personality
He loved his care for others
He loved his smile
But what Sirius didn't love about Remus John Lupin was that wasn't his.
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This was normal for the two men both cuddled up to each other not realizing how gay it was. Everyone at hogwarts even McGonagall knew they where a couple both of course Remus and Sirius didn't notice it, they were as oblivious to themselves as James is to every time Lily flirts with him to catch him off guard.
"Ok guys tell me the honest truth, swear to Merlin" James said walking into the dorm seeing what position the men where in.
"Uh yea, what's the question?" Remus asked looking away from his book for once.
"Are you two dating?"
"What?! No! Why would you think that?" Sirius said siting up so fast even James didn't see him move.
James laughed "wait so you guys aren't?, I mean you two are always up next to each other, staring at each other at dinner and in classes, always hanging around each other, and doing boyfriend-y things" James said with a shocked look on his face.
"James were friends not boyfriends" It hurt Remus to say that it broke it heart, he really did wish they were dating. James it right they always showed elements of a couple they just never confessed to each other scared of the reaction.
"Hm ok, whatever you say Moony" James then walked out of the door leaving the two men alone again. Remus put his eyes on the book again.
"Do we really do that?, Moons" Sirius asked.
"I mean- I don't know it's James he's a idiot, I think we would notice those actions" Remus answered unnoticeably went to play with Sirius' hair. Sirius chuckled and went back to the position he was in before James came in the room.
"Lily!" James came running after her.
"What is it James?" Lily made a spot under the tree for him.
"Sirius and Remus their oblivious to themselves!" James exclaimed. Lily shook her head getting up to see for herself wanting the two Gryffindors to be happy with each other and she had the perfect way..
Lily walked into the room smirking at the sight in front of her, Sirius was on top of the taller man legs intertwined with the other pair under him. Remus had his arms around the others neck, head resting on top of Sirius'. Lily chucked closing the door to leave them to sleep.
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Remus woke up to James and Lily making a plan of some sort but he was to sleepy to hear the conversation. He let his eyes adjust to the light looking at up at Sirius, he groaned.
"Oh! Looks like someone's up" Lily looked over at Remus. "Some position you two are in" she laughed.
"Lily!, it's- not- ugh" Remus tried moving Sirius while not wanting him to wake up, Remus was successful in doing so going over by his two friends.
"Soo" James started getting a glare from Lily.
"What James is trying to say it that, we're gonna hell you Remus we all know the whole school knows, so don't lie to us. We just need you to be honest" Lily said. "Do you like Sirius Black?".
"Yes, ok? I do I like him" Remus blushes glancing at the somehow still sleeping boy.
"Ah ha! Knew it" Lily smiled proudly. "You need to tell him he likes you trust me, you'll be fine" Lily stuck out her picky finger.
"You sure about that?" Remus connected their pinky's together.
"Yes, I've never been more positive"
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The two boys sat under the big oak tree an awkward silence between them. They didn't really know what to talk about, which is strange because they were always talking about some dumb thing, like what would happen if Sirius ate chocolate in is animagus form would he die?, get sick?.
"Moony? Can I tell you something?" Sirius asked breaking the silence.
"Yea" Remus turned towards him expecting Sirius to actually tell him something but instead he was met by Sirius' lips hitting his. It was passionate, full of love, and ambition.
The kiss broke after a good few minutes with a blush plastered on Remus' face and a smirk on Sirius'.
"I love you Moons"
"I love you too Siri"
