Not a Monster (Eren x OC, SnK Fan-Fic)

Going to the Underground

Lucia, after cleaning up and putting her clothes back on, went to talk with Captain Levi. Since she's been in a coma for two months, Lucia had been in the dark about many things. She made it to where Levi was and asked him a simple question.

"Captain Levi..." Lucia said calmly. "What happened with..." She hesitated. "What happened to Annie Leonhart?"

Levi looked at Lucia with his usual cold stare, then spoke.

"Follow me."

Levi began walking and Lucia followed him, curiosity flooding her mind. Lucia remembered what happened when she was in Annie's grip, which made Lucia give off a dark glare. She wanted to kill Annie for what she did to Petra, Oluo, Gunter, Eld, and the other various Survey Corps soldiers. Now... who knows what Lucia thinks now?

Lucia and Levi arrived at the Underground and Lucia was amazed at what she saw. Annie was trapped in crystal. She looked like she was asleep.

"This... This is what happened...?" Lucia thought. "Two months ago... Annie put herself inside a crystal?"

Lucia pondered at this, then Levi broke her thoughts.

"You were lucky enough to live."

Lucia was surprised. "Eh?!"

"Idiot. If Annie didn't spare you, you would've been dead by now. Instead, you were put in a two month coma due to the fact that you were slowly being killed by her Titan's heatwave."

"Right..." Lucia looked down. "That's... understandable..."

"Tch. Everyone, even Eren, Hanji, and Freiheit, were very concerned of your status. Idiot. You should've stayed at base."

Lucia glared at him. "HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW ANNIE WAS THE FEMALE TITAN?!" She snapped.

Levi gave a cold glare, but in his eyes, he was surprised. Lucia looked furious and kept going.

"IF I HAD KNOWN SOONER, I WOULD'VE BEEN PREPARED TO KILL HER ALONE! NO. INSTEAD, I HAD TO BE ASLEEP FOR TWO MONTHS! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE THEN YOU COLD-HEARTED BASTARD! CUT ME SOME SLACK WILL YOU?!"

Lucia walked off, leaving Levi to stare at her with the same cold-hearted glare. She went to her room, tears running down her face as she cried.

"Why am I so fucking weak?!" Lucia thought in disdain. "How can I not stay strong to keep myself in line?! Why can't I be like sister? She seems to be stronger than me, and I'm supposed to be her older sister..."

Lucia's breath quavered as she cried, her tears staining her shirt. It seemed that she was falling in despair again... The wounds of the past and present seemed to coming back to her.

"I couldn't save my mother because I was weak..." Lucia said with so grief. "I couldn't even fight the Titan that killed her..." Tears fell down her face. " because I was scared!"

Lucia looked at he scars on her back after taking off her formal shirt and yellow ascot tie. She punched the mirror, breaking it. Her hand was cut by the glass and it was bleeding, she didn't even care. Lucia felt nothing at the moment, then... She felt the pain. Lucia looked at her hand, then screamed in pain. Her blood was dripping on the floor.

Tears flooded her eyes, remembering what her Uncle had said.

"If I die, remember this. 'Fighting for your life is better than not fighting at all.' Lucia, I will always be by your side, so fight and be strong."

"Fighting for your life..." Lucia said with grief. "is better than not fighting at all..."

Lucia's tears fell down her face.

"I'm so sorry Uncle Ren..." Lucia's voice was thick with grief and despair. "I wish I could be as strong as you and Frei..."

Lucia got up and tried to wrap her hand up in bandaging. She did a crappy job at it...

For the next few days... She was going under her first depression.