About a Girl (Luke Hemmings)

this is it 'ch.12

[ urmgmrsegkr this is katriana's sucicide note... oops?

oh and if ur confused on the last chap

katri was kate and ash's daughter they named after the big katriana ]

Dear everyone,

or anyone who's reading this.

I have made the courageous decision to leave everything behind. Most have told me I don't have a very great reason to, but it's my choice.

And I'm going to do it.

So, these are my last words.

and my goodbyes'.

First person I'd like to say goodbye to; Kate,

I know I've been avoiding you lately, and I apologize deeply for my behavior. You're the perfect sister everyone wants. I love you so much, and I'll miss you so much. You taught me how to be woman, how to be strong, to stand up for myself. The traits and characteristics people say I have are all from you. I always feel like I'm intruding on your life. Like I'm taking apart of you away from you. I'm sorry this has to be it, and I'm sorry for everything. Please move on away from me, I know you can get through this. You taught me how to be strong. If I can do it, you can also.

Second person I'd like to say goodbye to; Calum,

You're my brother from another mother. I can't live without you, to be honest. I love you with all my heart, and I can't beileve I'm leaving you. You and Luke are my boys. My best friends. It's crazy to imagine a life without you both. Cal, please just remember me. Tell your future friends about me, or your new drummer Ashton about me. Please keep doing what you're doing, and don't stop. I know you guys will make it someday :)

Last but not least, I'd like to say goodbye to; Luke,

Carry on. I wish I could've been a better girlfriend for you. You were my first actual love, and I love you. A lot. Words can't describe it. That's why I had to say goodbye, personally. I didn't have the strength to tell you. You would try to make me rethink my decision, and I can't bring myself to do that. I've been planning this for a while.... before I met you. I'm sorry I didn't tell you about any of this. I should've told you how I felt, how I felt about being around. Please don't be mad when I'm gone. I don't want you to forget me. Times may be hard in the future, but just remember one thing;

Live Your Life.

- katriana xx.

[ sorry for killing y'all i killed myself too bUT YEAH ITS FINISHED YEY ]