The Hawking

Chapter 9: The Good Old Days

WARNING! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS EXPLICIT CONTENT THAT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR YOUNG CHILDREN OR THOSE WHO ARE EASILY DISTURBED!

Greetings. I am Samuel Black. I'm a peregrine falcon. The leader of the Hawking. I work for a man whom I adore. I have my friends. And I also have...my lover...

I sat on the bench in the locker room as I contemplated on what he said. Was he waiting in there for me? Does he want to leave with me by his side? Did he really have feelings for me...?

As I got lost in my thoughts, one by one, my team looked at me. When my thoughts had passed, I look up at them, startled.

"What?" I ask.

"Sam, you have been zoned out for a while!" Axel said.

"Are you okay?" Canto chimed in.

"Do you need some rest?" Fern says.

Oh, Fern. Her luscious chocolate hair, eyes that look like gumdrops, and the body of a famous prostitute. I know it sounds a bit weird, but...I have always had a little bit of an attraction to her...

"Actually..." I reply to my team. "Yes. I would like some rest. Fern, please show me to the infirmary." Fern beamed as she took my hand and led me out of the locker room. As soon as I thought we were far away from the locker room, I swiftly pin Fern up against the wall.

"Sam?!" Fern gasped. "W-What are you doing?!" I put a finger over her mouth. "Shh...The others will hear you..." Fern did as she was told, blushing red in the process.

"I-Is something...w-wrong...?" Fern asked. I had to get my mind off of him, so this is the choice I had made, whether she wanted it...or not.

"You are adorable when you're scared, Fern..." I said, leaning closer to her. As my lips almost touched hers, she kicked me in the stomach. I groaned and fell to my knees as she stepped away from me. "Sorry, sir, but you know my heart belongs to Axel." She tucked her wings and started to walk off. I wasn't going to let her go so easily, so I grabbed her arm and dragged her down to the ground.

"You will be mine..." I said sternly. "...whether you like it or not!" She growled and tried to kick and punch me, but it didn't work. I threw her over my shoulder as she yelled for help. No response.

I carried her to the infirmary, threw her on the bed, and slammed and locked the door. I look at her with lust in my eyes. She glared at me. I didn't care, though. I was ready for this...

Wait, what is wrong with me? Oh, God, was...was I about to rape her?!

As soon as I had come to the realization of what I was about to do, I froze. Fern looked at me curiously. She came and stood beside me, talking gently. "What's the matter, sir?" she said. "I...I am so sorry..." I said. "I...I didn't mean...this is against my code..."

"Sir, it's okay. But might I ask you a question?"

"Yes?"

"Why were you going to do it?"

There was only one reason I was going to rape her. It is because...

"Because...because..."

"Is it because of Alex?"

Shit. She figured it out.

"Well...yes." I replied.

"Sir, are you still...in love with him?"

That was a really good question. Was I? Is that what these feelings are? I never knew my emotions could get the best of me...maybe I was...

"Sir." I heard her say. I look at her.