I look up with knowing eyes,
I've seen pain so much,
And now it's my turn,
I love you,
I don't love you,
I need to,
I don't want to,
How do you know you love someone,
Besides wanting to be there every second,
Besides wanting to fight to the death for them,
Or when they simply talk,
They simply make your day,
How do you know?
My feelings are raw and fragile,
You make my shattered heart ache,
It's bleeding relentlessly for you,
How could this happen,
You took me off guard,
When I wasn't watching,
I think you stole my heart,
Please don't leave me,
Please don't hurt me,
Please don't walk away,
Please be here for me,
Please just stay,
You caught my heart,
Don't tear it apart,
It's innocent and weak against you,
I can't put up a fight,
And I'm faltering,
Loving and hating the fact,
That I'm a puppet to you,
You can kill my soul,
Or revive the remaining pieces,
But I don't know anymore,
I just want you,
And it's hard to show that feeling,
I'm too ashamed to,
I'm too afraid to,
Do you even care for me,
Do you even notice,
Can you see what you do to me,
I've cracked pathetically again,
But it's bigger,
And I'm petrified,
Of seeing my other side,
And terrified,
To know,
That my heart is completely yours,
So try and help me,
So try and be there,
Or leave me like all the others,
Or maybe for once someone will care......</333
