I hope you know,
And I hope you can see,
That I really need you,
You mean the universe to me,
So what would you do,
If I spewed, "I love you.."?
I need to know,
Would you reject me,
Would you say 'no'?
Or would you melt like I have,
And love me back?
You probably don't even know,
That I'm talking to YOU,
Maybe you're reading this,
And wondering who,
This silly poem is to,
No, I will not dedicate it to you,
I'm too ashamed and shy,
I feel I don't deserve you,
And you're probably wondering why,
I feel this way,
You're too good for me,
Your like MY Angel,
You glow like my personal God,
You put my broken heart in a tangle,
You're just too beautiful like another creature from Earth,
It makes me wanna cry,
That you even talk to me,
When all I wanna do is die,
I could write for hours,
About how much you mean to me,
I just wish you understood,
You make my shattered heart start flying,
I hate that you believe,
That I don't care for you,
Because it's not true,
I think I love you,
I think I really, really do,
My stomach gets those painfully blissful knots,
When I log on and get a message from you,
God, you make me smile,
Even when I'm depressed or in denial,
I can't help it anymore,
I swear I'm smitten,
I've fallen harshly for you,
Now I'm like a lost kitten,
But when I'm in grieving,
And I feel my walls crumbling down,
You're always there for me,
Somehow making me lose my terrible frown,
I don't know how you do it,
Or why you even try,
To just hold me tightly,
When I desperately wanna cry,
And that makes my heart pump erratically,
It make my heart ache,
That you even talk to an idiot like me,
That you stay awake,
Just for me,
I can hear and feel my heart singing,
Its sadly eager song,
My ears are ringing,
It's agonizingly long,
You do this to me,
It's never happened before,
Don't ever feel lucky,
This is horror,
Because I can't understand,
Why you even bother,
Why you waste your precious time on me,
When you can be with another,
Someone a hundred times better,
But I ask you this,
Do you feel the same,
Does this happen when you're with me,
Are you overcomed with that terribly great pain,
That I get when you talk to me?
I can go one forever,
There's just so much to say,
Because I want you to know,
I think you're helping me find my way,
And don't you dare think,
You deserve the pain you get,
Because I didn't write this poem for nothing,
Even though I'll soon regret it,
But if someone actually takes the time to do this,
And write how they feel about you,
That obviously means you're not worthless,
That means I deeply care for you,
You might not believe me,
But for once in my life, I'll still fight,
Because believe me, you're utterly worth it,
I'm not here for just the pretty sights,
I'm here for you through it all,
Because you're still my only light,
So I hope you know,
I hope you can see,
That I really need you,
But do you need me?
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P.S. Apparently, this is obviously how I feel.....lucky me.....v.v
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