There comes a time,
When you wish for something greatly,
That's poor me,
But I haven't done it lately,
Broken dreams and wishes are my gifts,
I'm not gonna keep on like this,
If they go unanswered,
No, not even one wish,
But everyone hopes,
Has a little faith,
You don't 'think' you do,
You think you're dark and unsafe,
I know I do,
Or maybe did,
I had plenty of them,
As a kid,
But now I'm growing,
And my feelings are messed with,
They're all twisted and played,
Then left and off to drift,
Into the dark oblivion,
The the land of nothing but pain and blackness,
Darkness,
And madness,
I've changed so much,
You wonder what ever happened to innocent me,
Well that me was shattered more than five times,
Do you not see,
Are you oblivious,
To what I have went through,
The pain I had to fight through,
Some of the fights were for you,
And you just don't understand,
There is no place for me to land,
I'll keep going,
Relentless,
Sleepless,
And heartless,
I was told we all have one,
They can be fixed,
But others won't,
It's already been a mix,
Of terror and nightmares,
I went through it all alone,
Nobody by my side,
So now my hearts a stone,
All because I didn't have what others did,
Do you not understand,
Nobody was there to take my hand,
When I still trusted,
When I still believed,
I fought with nothing but me,
And pain is all I received,
And now you expect,
I'll let you in to help me,
After all my neglect,
Dude,
I was driven into corners,
I was crowed into small spaces,
By the bullies,
They did bad things,
Thinking about it,
makes my eyes sting,
I was small,
Vulnerable,
And innocent,
You weren't there,
And now you are,
When I don't need you,
I hope you know,
I don't cry for help,
I'm as silent as a corps,
When it comes to defending myself,
I do it harshly,
Violently,
And it's because all I ever saw in life,
Was pain,
Pain,
Bloody pain!
Nobody showed me the bright side,
Nobody showed me something better,
I guess after the torture,
I'm obsessed with corners,
I'm always in one,
I never leave,
Afraid to find something horrible,
Because of you,
I can't love now,
I snapped shut,
And I'm not opening up,
But seeing you,
Makes my fury erupt,
This is me,
Because of you,
Old me is gone,
And I hate you too,
I never thought I'd make it this far,
I bet you thought I'd fall apart,
Well now look,
I'm damaged mentally,
You hurt me,
I guess that's your penalty,
I see the guilt bearing,
I see it eating you,
While I'm suffering,
I actually smile,
Oh, it's been awhile,
Since I was entertained,
Now you can feel pain with me,
We are together,
Forever,
Engraved in agony,
So come closer,
So we are twined as one,
Darker than the darkest sun,
And we will spend our eternity,
In the black marks,
And scars,
Of lost memories,
Of pain and weeping,
Sorrow and shame,
And no more sanity,
Keeping us apart.........
