LUCI

27 - Vexation

Vexation

~ The state of being annoyed, frustrated, or worried ~

Not exactly how I thought my life would turn out when I'm eighteen but I'm working with it. I thought I would have some friends that a relatively normal. Instead I have a bunch of mafia men who kill people for their jobs. 

Oh I also didn't think I'd be fucking pregnant.

"Miss Greene, you're about 8 weeks pregnant" The ridiculously nice doctor tells me. I'm eighteen and I have a baby. My life is like some sort of Tv show. 

"So what now?" I ask, not knowing a single thing about babies or being pregnant.

"Because I'm assuming this is the bosses baby as well, we will do a check up every week. Just to make sure you are all healthy. I will start you on some different tablets to ensure the health of you both" She tells me. She then sits down next to me and takes a hold of my hand. "He will wake up, I'm sure of it" She tries to reassure me but I really don't know at this point. So much is running through my head right now.

I feel the tears begin to roll down my face and it all becomes too much for me right now. I have a massive group of people who all care for me but the one person I want to talk to the most is unconscious and has been for almost two weeks. 

"T-thank you" I tell the doctor and give her a hug. I need one so badly and she has helped me so much over the last few days so it seems fitting to hug her. 

"It's okay. You're going to be a lovely little family. You have quite a while before we will know the gender" She smiles. 

"I kind of want a boy and I know Luci will too" I smile at the thought of a little family. I can imagine Luci and I with a little critter running around the compound. Although I'm not sure I even want our child near this place. 

She tells me a few more things, such as food I should avoid and not to drink. A lot of it is common sense. I thank her again and leave the room. I wander down the long halls and head towards the room where Luci is sleeping. I'm going to tell him, even if he can't hear me. Something in me hopes he can, something in me hopes it wakes him up.

I knock on the door just to make sure nobody else is in there and I hear a faint come in. I slowly open the door to see Alex sat next to Luci, updating him. We all talk to him as if he's awake. It's strange but it feels normal for us.

"You okay em?" Thats all it took for me to start crying again. He stands up and wraps his arms around me. "Shh, whats up?" he says as I sob into his chest.

"I-i'm p-p-preganant" I whisper through the tears and he pulls away from me slightly so he can look me in the eyes.

"Really?" He says with quite a big smile and I nod. He pulls me back in for an even bigger hug. "I'm going to be an uncle!" He tells himself, clearly very happy with the news. 

"Can I have a few minutes alone with Luci?" I ask and he silently nods before unwrapping his arms from me and he leaves the room giving me a small smile. I walk over to the chair next to the bed and sit down. I grab his hand a press a small kiss to it. 

"You're going to be a father" I smile as a single tear falls from my eye. I feel it run down my cheek before it drops onto his hand. "I need you to wake up so you can help me look after our baby." If this bitch doesn't wake up soon, I'm going to be so mad at him. "I know it's soon into our relationship but even if we don't work, this baby will always be ours" I hate the thought of us not working but it's true. The baby will always be ours and the baby will be our responsibly even if we are not together. 

"I love you Luci and I really need you right now" I whisper, I swear for a small second I see him smile. I swear I feel his hand grip mine. It's almost like he's telling me he loves me too but its's not. He is motionless, just like he has been for the last 10 days. 

I realise it's time to leave and go get some sleep. It's pretty late as I spend quite a lot of the say with the doctor. I give him a kiss on the cheek and tell him I love him one last time. That's when everything goes a little crazy. 

His monitors are going crazy, beeping and flashing way more than they should. That'w when about 5 doctors and nurses rush in at the same time Alex does. That's when I'm forced out of the room. 

My heart is beating so fast because I know exactly whats happening. He's doing the exact opposite of what I need him to do. He isn't waking up. He isn't going to be there for our baby.

He's going. 

He's leaving us.

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