vertigo - jan. 18, 2018

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Ignorance, the lies held by defeat,
Arrogance, the lies of the truth to make it seem,
As though you are the king of the all-knowing,
Keep me as your queen,
Because I believe in your self-belief; the inner hatred that continues to deflect the love from me,
Your craft is your demeanor,
The somber cries from your insides instead scream into the lies of happiness as it seemed,

Cognizance, it's what you were trying to hinder me,
The recurrence only holds the lack of my endurance,
The entrance to my heart,
The interim of silence that fills me,
With words of acceptance that fade into my false reality,
The confidence I make it seem,
As the emergence of my mind is telling me,
You're sorry,
Even if you can't see,
Hurting me,
Conforming with your heart,
The flesh consumes thee,
Just intense action from the lack of movement in my feet,

Icarus, the innocence that ended (in) me,
Onerous, what living life seems to be,
Because you're worried,
You're scared of what I am to be,
The wings of the deception that filled me,
Flying into where I know now,
Benighted, to be heard already,
The same choices, facile now
Trapped to fail and fall into the seas,
Where I lay now,
In your life forever now,
Views; the lack as I'm seen,
As yours seemed to me,

Igneous, the melting explosion of emotions within me,
My mind trapped in the labyrinth,
My hearts condemnation with myself,
All this to be happy,
How do I fix what I'm lacking?
No one can stop me.
But why do you drag me?

Theseus, he killed me,
Born to the wrong star,
The hubris; they warned me,
Everything I touch turns to gold,
Judged by you; the past king,
You know everything that I'm lacking...

My lies basking,
As I'm drowning
My insides are collapsing

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