it's easy to keep a happy face
when you distract me from my life
it's hard to hide my sad face
when you're not by my side
please kill me now
so i don't have to hear the screams
have nothing to give
so i'm sorry baby
but right now
it would be easier if i didn't exist
i've gotten better at acting
it hides what i'm lacking
in the moment
good thing i can text you this
because my mouth is frozen
