slit my wrist
let the blood drip on your chest
running down onto your bed
stain the sheets with my pain
inflicted by none other
fear
you're upset, i look in the mirror
you weren't clear
blame myself
chronologically making patterns
subconscious is conditioned for anguish
irrationalities left me famished
for the taste of your acceptance
reassure your reassurance
dry my tears with a love language
slowly stitch my open wounds
previous damage
baggage i carry with me
inside of my body
throbbing
for
your
affirmation
that
we're
okay
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are we okay?
what did you mean by what you said?
i can't lose you to my disbelief
baby
please
i'm sorry
