I'm Not Crazy || Taekook

Breakfast

I don't think I slept at all last night. First off, Yoongi snores... LOUD! Namjoon talks in his sleep, and Taehyung moves in his sleep so all I heard was sheets ruffling and the frame creaking above my head. Overall it was terrible.

Since it was already 7am and they were all going to wake up soon anyways, I sat up on my bed and went on my phone. I had an unread text from my mom.

MOM:

Hey baby, just checking in on you. How are things? You like your roommates?

Kookie:

Hi mom, I'm alright. I met 3 really cool and nice people yesterday, but they live in the room next to me so... The roommates I have aren't exactly what you would call welcoming or 'people people' but I'm making due with what I have : )

MOM:

Well, I'm sure they'll warm up to you and you'll warm up to them, just give it a bit. You've only been there for 10 hours afterall

Kookie:

Yeah, I hope, thanks mom

MOM:

Ok, I gotta run, but I'm glad you're doing well, I'll talk to you soon

Kookie:

Bye mom, love you

I put my phone on the little nightstand next to my bunk. I lied back down, and stared at the bottom of the mattress above my head. For the first time in the entire night, the room was quiet. I closed my eyes and started to drift off, but then I heard someone rummaging in the bathroom. I sat up and stared at the door. The door slowly opened, and out came Jimin followed by J-Hope and Jin. Of course, the room was still quite dark, so I couldn't fully see them, almost like a faded picture, but I saw enough to know who was who. Jimin snuck over to my bed,

"Morning" He whispered

"Morning" I whispered back

"Wanna come get breakfast with us?" He asked

"Where?" I asked

"In the caffeteria downstairs" He answered like it was quite obvious

"Ok"

"Great, get dressed and meet us in our room in 10"

They all started to walk back to the washroom,

"Wait" I whisper-yelled "What about the others? Should I wake them up as well?"

"No" they all whisper-yelled in unison

"Never, and I repeat never, wake these dudes up, they'll kill you" Jin warned quite harshly

With that in mind, I quickly and quietly got dressed and went over to Jimin, Hoseok's and Jin's dorm, which was no different from mine execept, didn't smell like smoke or have a jail feel to it. We walked all the way to the first floor and then continued to walk to the cafeteria. It was massive! Bigger then the one at my high school. The main area was filled with round plastic tables and chairs, and along the back wall, was were you lined up and got the food (I have no idea what it's called). Despite how early in the morning it was, the cafeteria was still packed. There were people gathered around every table. Chatter and laughter filled the entire room, I liked it,

"Which group of people are we gonna sit with?" I asked

"No one" A deep voice answered from behind me

I turned around and saw Taehyung standing behind me. He was wearing black ripped jeans and white t-shirt that exposed the majority of his tattoos. His hair was still messy, so I'm guessing that he didn't bother brushing it after he woke up. All of a sudden, I felt a knot in my stomach and I didn't know why, but it prevented me from speaking,

"I thought you were sleeping" Jin said

"I was, but Monkey Brain over here isn't exactly the quietest person when getting ready" He responded pointing at me with a little smirk

J-Hope and Jimin laughed as I blushed,

"S-sorry" I managed to say

Taehyung looked at me and just smirked.

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We had found an empty table near the back and sat down at it. I was between Jin and Jimin and across from Taehyung.

"So Kook, tell us more about your story" Jin said taking a bit of his breakfast.

"Well... It started when I was a teenager but it was only changes in sleep, energy, thinking and behavior, so my parents thought it was just hormones, but then severe high and low moods started occuring and thats when they figured out that I had a problem" I explained.

"What the hell does that mean 'high an low moods'?" Taehyung asked.

"Sometimes I'd be so down I'd try to commit suicide, and sometimes I was so happy, almost like a manic that I lost check of reality" I replied sipping my tea.

"I don't understand, isn't being happy a good thing?" J-Hope questioned out of confusion.

"Someone with bipolar disorder can experience an unhealthy mental instability" I said.

"Tae, maybe you and Kook should switch bodies for a day, it might help you be happy for a while, ya know, since you've been a real Grinch lately" Jimin said while giggling.

I looked up at Taehyung and saw that he was getting upset. He did have anger issues after all, I was scared to see what would happen,

"I mad because I've been stuck in this place for a year and a half when I have NO. F*CKIN. PROBLEM!" He yelled standing up.

The entire cafeteria became quiet and everyone was looking at us, mostly at Taehyung though, but he was already in rage and didn't even notice.

"You people are convinced that I have a problem, when I DON'T! You idiots have problems, I just get upset when you accuse me of one! So stop f*ckin saying sh*t like that!" Taehyung shouted even louder before whacking the table with both his fists and storming off.

We all sat there in shock, me more then the others since it was my first time witnessing this

"Nice going Jimin" Jin said rolling his eyes.

"What did I do?" Jimin asked.

"You triggered him" J-Hope said lightly smacking Jimin on the back.

"Should we go after him? See if he's alright?" I asked looking in the direction Taehyung left.

"Oh heck no" Jin said like it as quite obvious "He'll kill you"

" To bad, I'm gonna check on him" I stated standing up.

They all looked at me, then continued to eat.

"Ok, good luck" J-Hope said with a mouth full of food.

I shook my head, and started to walk away.

"Hey Kook!" Jimin shouted

I turned around and looked at him.

"Word of advice" Jimin started "Don't piss off Taehyung hyung more"

"How am I supposed to do that?" I asked "He has anger issues, I could just say 'hi' and that would piss him off"

"He acts all tough, but trust me, he's soft at heart"

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