Depression

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     It had been 3 days since Jungkook came out to his parents and he was an actual mess. He was going through one of those mood swings due to his Bipolar disorder making him depressed, and the disappointment and guilt he was going through were making it worse. His eyes were all puffy and red from whenever he cried, which was 3-4 times a day. The others tried to cheer him up, but it was no use, he would just sit on his bed staring at a stuffed bunny he brought with him, which was sitting on his lap. He would never leave the room, not even to eat, so the boys had brought him food from the cafeteria. He barely got up off his bed. For 90% of the time, he would just lay or sit there. He refused to take a shower, brush his teeth, and change his clothes, so he smelt like a skunk. He would stay there, in his white hoodie and black sweat pants, moping, for entire days on end. The others started to get worried after they found out that he was using the garbage can next to his bed as a toilet.

"Jungkook, come on... so what your dad doesn't approve, you never liked him," Jimin said, trying to cheer JK up

Jin nudged him, "That was not helpful" 

"Please, you can continue to mope, but please get up, eat some food, change your clothes, take a sh-shower cause you stink and pee in an actual toilet" J-Hope listed

Jungkook looked up at the 3 boys who were bent down next to his bed. He threw his stuffie to the edge of his bed and sighed, "You guys don't get... I lost my family because I like a guy, who, by the way, might not even like back. What if nothing happens between me and Tae? What if Taehyung is not gay? What if Tae's the only guy I actually like? Then what? My family is not gonna believe that I'm not actually gay"

While Jungkook was ranting, Jin got up and went to the next where the rest of the boys were playing cards (because of their actual dorm smelling disgusting).

"Hey Tae, come 'ere, I wanna talk to you for a sec," Jin said, signaling Tae to walk over to him
Tae got up and followed Jin into the bathroom,

"What is it hyung?" Tae asked, trying to sound polite 

"Are you gay?" Jin questioned

Taehyung was a little shocked at how forward he was about it and wasn't sure how to respond,
"I uh... I'm not gay... nor am I straight... I'm actually bi" Taehyung answered

"So you would go out with a guy?" Jin asked, making sure he was loud enough for JK to hear

"Yeah... I mean, I've gone out with guys before" Tae replied, chucking a bit "Why are you asking me this hyung?"

"Uh, no reason, thanks Tae, go continue to play cards" Jin spat out quickly as he pushed Tae out of the bathroom and walked back to the room where JK was still moping.

"Good news, Taehyung is bisexual" Jin announced

"Is that where you went?" J-Hope asked spraying some Ferbreeze in the air "To ask Taehyung that?"

Jin nodded

"Ya know that Hoseok hyung and I already know that, he has brung both boys and girls to sleep with him before," Jimin said, with a 'matter of fact' tone in his voice

"Oh, well... Kook didn't know, and now he does" Jin said

"We actually just told him" J-Hope informed, putting away the bottle of air freshener 

Jin looked away in embarrassment, "Well then..." 

"Whatever" Jungkook sighed "It doesn't matter 'cause Tae would never like me, no one ever has... I'll just stay here and die alone"

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