My dreams ( a calum hood fanfic )

Chapter18: bye

TANYAS POV

"Rian can we talk?" I ask

"Why" she spits at me

"Cause I need to talk to you" I tell her

She must of thought something was wrong cause she followed to the back. I closed it so no one could hear.

"What's wrong?" I ask

"Nothing" she says

"Something's wrong. you have been so mean to us today." I say

She just looks at me. tears flooding in her eyes. she looked down. I knew she was about to tell me every thing.

"I- i" she says shakily

I bring her into a hug.

"It's ok" I tell her

"No-no it's not." she says sniffling

Seeing her like this gets me really sad. I feel tears coming in my eyes.

"I-I have..I have to. to " she says before stoping again.

"You have to what?" I say now tears running down my face

Whatever she has to tell me is worrying me. she is really upset about whatever it is.

"I have to leave" she chokes out

I looked at her and brought her into a hug and we are both balling. She can't leave. were still on tour.

"Im so sorry" she says sniffling

"There's no need for you to say sorry." I say whipping tears away

"But I'm stoping you guys from this." she says

"Why do you have to leave?" I ask her

she takes a deep breath" things in my life" she says

"But Kianas not leaving?" I say confused

"It doesn't have to do with her. just me" she says

"Ok." I say

"You guys can keep going without me can't you?" she asks

"We can but. I-I don't think-" I start

"Do it. you guys deserve this." she says with a small smile through her tears

"Let's tell the other girls. I'm leaving tomorrow." She says getting up

"Tomorrow?" I ask her

"Yea I was just gonna leave without tell you guys. sorry" she says

"It's ok" I tell her

We leave and the girls see we have been crying. We told them and we cried together.

The next day

We woke up dreading the morning. the guys knew what was going on and came with us to the air port. we said goodbyes and shared more crying. the guys weren't crying as much though.

We go to our hotel now it's only the three of us. me Kiana and Katie.

"What are we gonna do for tonight?" Katie asks

Katie was the worst with this Katie and Rian were like me and Kiana.

"I don't know?" I say

"I don't think I can go out there without her." Kiana says

"We have to tho" I say

"How" Katie says sniffling again.

"We just have to adjust a bit" I says tears coming in my eyes" it just won't be the same."

We sat there in silence till we heard a knock on the door. we looked at each other. Kiana got up and answered. it was the guys. they came to comfort us.

"It's ok guys" Luke said

"How I just let my best friend out of the girls fly back home" she says

Luke looks down "sorry just trying to help" he says

Calum brings me into a hug which makes it worse. all the guys try to bright up the situation as best they could.

"Are you going to play tonight?" ashton asks

We all nod.

"If you don't want to you won't have to" Michael says

"We have to. it's what Kiana said to do" I say

After being sad for hours we had to perk up for the show. sound check we had to change a few things. this show was gonna be hard.

It was show time.

"Ready?" I ask them

They nod and we ran out. we decided to play a song before we tell everyone

"So guys as you know we don't have Rian here." I say

"She has some things she needs to take care of" Kiana says

"So, she told us to continue on without her." Katie says

"This next song is dedicated to her" I say

We played the song. tears forming in all our eyes. this was hard to do but it's for the better. after the show we watched the boys which got it off our minds for a little.

We went to the hotel room we shared and just slept.

The next day we tried to get it off our minds. me and Kiana went out Katie wanted to stay back. when we left Katie went to skype Rian.

"So how do you feel?" ashton says

"Alright. guess" I say

"Yeah. were just not the same." Kiana said

"I under stand you guys were really close" Luke says

"Can we not talk about it?" I ask

"Yea. what do you want to watch?" Michael asks

"Anything" Kiana says

We watched movies and we all fell asleep. I cuddled into Calum. And Kiana did the same to Michael.

I woke up and it was early or late. whatever. I got up out of CALUMS arms without waking him up. Kiana was still sleeping so I left her and went back to our room. Katie was awake

"Hey tanya" she says happily

"Hey" I say

"What are you doing up?" she asks

"Just came to check on you." I say

"Well I'm fine." she says

"Yea. I can tell." I say kinda confused cause I left her and she was crying

"What got you happy?" I ask

"Rian" she says

"Rian?" I ask

"Yea she said she couldn't be here. she wasn't happy. now she is." she says

"Which is ok I guess." I say

"Yea. and her boyfriend was gonna break up with her." she adds

"What?" I ask

"That's mainly why she left." she says

"Ok" I say

There's a knock on the door. It was Calum.

"Hey?" I say

"Why did you leave?" he asks

"To talk to Katie" I tell him

He nods and we go to my bed and cuddle till I'm back to sleep.

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AUTHORS NOTE:

Hey!

I don't think I like this chapter

I really don't like the end

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-Tiara🐸