My dreams ( a calum hood fanfic )

Chapter36: goodbye :(

TANYAS POV

We were leaving this morning. we all hated being away from each other we were like a little family. So everyone was dreading this day. but we had to go back for school and they had a tour to finish. I don't know how long it will be till we see each other after we leave. I don't know how I'm going to be after not seeing Calum for so long. They had all slept over for it being our last night together. I was broken out of my thoughts cause Calum is now awake.

"Are you ok" he asks

"Yea" I lie

"Are you thinking about when you leave" he asks

He knew me so well I hated it some times.

"Yea" I say

"Don't think about it" he says

"How can I not were leaving in a couple hours" I say

"I- I don't know" he says shocked at the tone of my voice

"Sorry" I say

"It's ok" he says

We sit there in silence. No one is awake so I have to show him something.

"I'm going to show you something no one has seen before" I say

he looks at me confused" what"

"Come with me" I say getting up and grabbing his hand

I take him up to the hideout. I don't know if I will regret this or not later.

"Where are you taking me?" he asks climbing the staircase.

"A place" I say

I open the door to the sun rising. it was beautiful.

"Wow" he says taking in the scenery

"I know" I say

"This place is amazing" he say

"This is where I go when I think" I say

"What have you been thinking about" he asks

"Us. my career" I say

"Why" he asks

"I'm scared we won't see each other as much now that we are no longer touring with you guys" I say

"We can try and see each other whenever we're free" he says

"But what if that's not enough" I say

"It will work" he says

"Are you sure" I ask

"Yea. look at where your at Tanya, I did this" he say

"I know but" I. Start

"But nothing. we will never break up" he says "promise." he says sticking out his pinky

"Promise" I say smiling warping my pinky around his.

We smile and cuddle on the giant beanbag bed thing. then I remembered everyone was down stairs and we go back down. When we got there everyone was waking up. we had breakfast and got dressed.

Time for a sad time. I'm not ready for this.

Two hours of us hanging out went by and we had to leave for the airport. The guys came along.

"I hope this was a good trip for you" my aunt Marisa says

"amazing" I say

"It was nice having people over" she says