"Y/n!!!" She turned around and saw her best friend walking towards her from his bedroom. Y/n felt her heart beat faster as he came closer. 'Damn!' She thought to yourself. 'Why do I keep feeling like this around him.' It was honestly driving her crazy. Especially when she knew he didn't feel the same way about her. It all started when they went away to college together. Y/n and Do Hwan have been best friends since they both met each other in the first grade. Do Hwan's family had just moved from South Korea to New York and he could barely speak English. There was this bully name Matt who kept picking on Do Hwan because he was Asian and didn't speak a lot of English. Y/n would watch as Matt would taunt and make fun of the boy but the new boy never said or did anything back. Mostly because he didn't understand what was being said but he knew that the student didn't like him. One day Y/n got tired of it and she punched Matt in right in the mouth. Then she turned to the Do Hwan and scolded him "I know you don't know much English but how you gon let him clown to you like that. He needs a butt whooping. Don't you know karate or something?" Do Hwan was in awe of the brown skinned girl who protected him. She looked pretty when she was angry but he was smart enough not to say that. Instead he introduced himself with his limited English. "I am Wo Do Hwan. I am from Korea" Then he bowed. Y/n looked at the Korean boy funny and said "You're weird but you can be my friend and I will help you talk better." Do Hwan was grateful that after a week of school he finally had a friend. Do Hwan and Y/n had decided to go to Boston University together. They wanted to live away from home but didn't want move too far. Then they could still go home for the holidays and school breaks. Y/n was studying Business Management and Do Hwan was studying computer programming and software design. Both Y/n's parents and Do Hwan's parents had saved up enough money through savings and investments to fully pay for their education as they were both only children. They rented a medium sized two bedroom apartment together and neither had to work as they budgeted their respective college funds to be able to live comfortably while going to school. For Y/n that was when her troubles began. Her mother told her that living with someone is completely different from hanging out everyday. She just thought that it would be different because they would be with each other a lot more. She didn't expect that her once platonic feelings would become romantic towards her friend over the course of their first year of college. Y/n never dated much in high school because she believed that she was too young to be dealing with emotions that she wasn't mature enough to handle. She was very content to remain a kid. There was plenty of time to act grown when she actually was an adult. Besides it was high school its not that deep. "Bruh, where is your shirt? It ain't that hot in here." Y/n said to Do Hwan a bit harshly "Are you still mad at me? You been catching an attitude with me all month. I said I was sorry about forgetting our friendaversary. I don't know how to apologize anymore." Do Hwan said with annoyance. He was tired of Y/n's attitude and lowkey hurt that there was distance between them. Y/n looked at Do Hwan and with unshed tears in her eyes and ran to her bedroom. She knew that she hurting her friend but she had a reason. Every year they celebrated the day they became best friends. It was a silly tradition that they had maintained over the years as they grew up. This year Y/n decided to take the risk and tell Do Hwan that she liked him as more than a friend. Y/n had setup a picnic and was nervous about that evening but Do Hwan never showed up. She became upset when she found out that he was hanging out with another girl. She figured that it was a sign that he didn't return her feelings and had been ignoring him and trying to mend her broken heart. She was sitting on her bed when Do Hwan walked in and closed the door. He folded his hands across his chest and said "We need to talk. Something is wrong and you need to tell me" he stated. Y/n said "Look I'm sorry for ignoring you ok? I was acting childish and it wasn't that deep. Besides I wasn't really mad at you." Do Hwan looked at Y/n and scoffed "That's some bullshit and you know it. Clearly your mad at me about something and it's not just about missing our friendavesary. You would have just cursed me out and called it a day. Not given me attitude and the silent treatment for a month." Do Hwan sighed and walked towards the bed, sitting down beside her gently taking her hand. "Tell me what's bothering you so I can help you. I'm your best friend. You know you can tell me anything." Y/n feeling overwhelmed, snatched her hand from him and stood up. She turned to him in anger and shouted "STOP!!!!! Just stop" she had tears in her eyes and Do Hwan was shocked. He had never seen Y/n this angry. "Help me?! How can you help me. I've ruined everything. Do Hwan I can't do this anymore. I'm so tired of hurting and I'm so tired of crying. Honestly you never did anything wrong. You have been my best friend, my other half, my soul mate but I can't continue like this. We can't be friends anymore" Do Hwan felt his heart drop when Y/n said that. He couldn't lose her like this. "WHAT!? What do you mean we can't be friends anymore?! Y/n what the hell are you talking about. I asked you why you have been shutting me out and you have said nothing that makes sense. Instead I'm even more confused, why the hell do you want to throw away our friendship. I deserve to know that much!" Y/n' s tears were flowing over her cheeks like a river. He was right he needed to know. It felt like her heart was being torn in two but for her own peace of mind it needed to be done. All the anger that she had been feeling deflated like a ballon. She looked at her friend and sighed saying "We can't be friends because I like you. Actually scratch that I'm pretty sure I'm in love with you. But I know you don't feel the same. Do you know what it feels like to love someone who doesn't love you?" Y/n said with a pained voice "It feels like killing yourself everyday but never getting the satisfaction of actually dying." Do Hwan replied quietly. It was so quiet Y/n almost did not realize that he had spoken. "I do know how it feels to love someone who has never looked at you. So you take what you can. You learn that her favourite colour is yellow and her favourite food it pizza. You learn that she is sweet, hard working, and generous. You bask in her smile because it feels like the sun shining on you and you do anything to keep it on her face. You learn that you hate when she is sad or hurt. You want to be her Prince Charming and slay all her dragons. When she is in pain you wish you could take it from her, even if it means suffering in her place. It means living in constant fear that one day someone will come and take her love and attention away from you, knowing that there is not a damn thing you can do about it." Do Hwan chuckles without mirth. Y/n did not know when Do Hwan had gotten up and walked towards her but he was now standing in front of her. Too close for comfort. She wanted to step back but her back was already against the wall. She looked into Do Hwan's dark brown eyes trying to figure out if he truly meant what he was implying. She wasn't stupid. She knew he was talking about her but she was afraid. Scared that she will wake up and none of this was real. Do Hwan seeing the uncertainty in her eyes lifted her chin, pressing his lips against Y/n's lips. He wanted her to know that he was sincere and he really did love her. He coaxed Y/n to wrap her hands around his neck as he continued to kiss her. The kiss was heated and passionate, both pouring their hearts into the kiss tasting the saltiness of their tears. Do Hwan dropped his hands to her waist as he kissed Y/n. His hands eventually slipped from her waist to her ass and cupped it. Y/n didn't have a large ass but, it was firm and round. He was more than excited that he was finally able to touch the ass that given him more boners and wet dreams than he cared to count. Finally the couple broke apart to catch their breath. Do Hwan placed his forehead against Y/n's. "Just in case it wasn't clear, I love you. I have loved you since day you punched Matt in the mouth and scolded me for not standing up for myself. And I will continue to love you until my last breathe." Y/n feeling happy giggled. Then she sobered. "I love you Wo Do Hwan. And I'm sorry I never noticed before. I was feeling like this for only a year and I damn near drove myself crazy." "Don't apologize. All that matters is that we love each other now and we will never let each other go." Y/n hugged Do Hwan tightly until she realized something was pressing against her stomach. She pulled back and asked "Are you hard right now?" Do Hwan started blushing and Y/n laughed breaking the heavy tension that was previously in the room. "Let's go order some food. All this talking about our feelings got me hungry. And just so we are clear we are dating now so you're gonna have to drop that hoe you were talking to." Y/n then walked out of the room swaying her hips and Do Hwan gladly followed with a stupid smile on his face.
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