Nochelle. Hurt ON HOLD

Emotions

Richelle
I'm so happy that Noah and I got the duet. And no one can take it away from us.

Summer
I need to take that duet away from Richelle. I should be the one in that duet not her. Okay let me think....oh I got it I can just black mail her. She doesn't have my number so she wouldn't know who it is.
S:You're not a good dancer.
R:Who are you and yes I am.
S:I'm not going to tell you who I am. But yes you are a bad...no you know what you're not a bad dancer you're a awful dancer.
R:....
S:So you know it's true don't you? You're just to chicken to admit it.

Richelle
So random number started to text me and tell me that I'm not a good dancer. Then calls me a chicken for not answering them. But the reason I didn't answer then is because maybe it is true. Maybe I'm not as good since I came back after the hip problem. Maybe that's why I didn't get dance captain. Because I'm not good anymore. I can't do this anymore. I think to myself. So I go into the bathroom and go over to the cabinet and get out a razor. One cut for not being good enough,one cut for not listening to Lola, when cut for thinking that I'm good enough for Noah, and one for not being a good enough dancer. As I start to clean up I hear the doorbell. So I start rushing around to clean up. "I wonder who that is." I think to myself as I run down stairs and open the door. "Hi babe." says Noah. "Hey what are you doing here." I ask." What can't a boyfriend visit his girlfriend?"he asked "No of course you can. I was just kidding." As we were talking I could feel blood running down my arm. An hour later he finally leaves." Bye babe I have to go see my brother." "Okay. Bye I love you." I say " I love you too." He says as he's closing the door. I run upstairs to the bathroom to look at my arm and I see that my arm is covered in blood. I clean it up. Then I decide to go to my dance room and dance maybe for the last time. As I dance I can't tap into my emotions. It's just not my strong suit. As I end the dance I think to myself. "Maybe I'm not meant to dance maybe...maybe I need to find a new thing."

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