I'M DRUNK, I WANT YOU (A MayWard Fanfiction) ✔

VIII. Painful Pleasure, Pleasurable Pain

Maymay screamed. She couldn't believe that those magnificent sensations that Ed let her experience earlier ended up with such excruciating pain after.

Is it really like this? She thought, wincing.

She knew that there would be initial discomfort, just like what they say. But what she certainly didn't expect is for it to be at this level. He just went inside her and suddenly, it felt like she is being torn apart in the middle, making her strength escape from her body in tremendous rate.

And what's worse is despite her current predicament, she could still hear Ed mouthing consecutive series of profanities while adjusting to their current position.

She wanted to tell him to go away. She wanted to push him out of her but at the same time, she also wanted him to stop moving at all because every movement he does only seemingly adds to the severity of the pain that she's feeling at the moment.

Moreover, her pride was hurt by his words too. Sure she's new to all of this and she's more than aware that she definitely sucks but he didn't have to be so bashful about it. Especially that he could tell that she's actually hurting.

"Shit. Shit. Shit!" Out of nowhere he spat consecutively, as if to add salt to the injury.

With that she couldn't take it anymore. And so, she finally responded in pure sarcasm, "Well sorry to disappoint you ah. I am fully aware that I'm no good at this so no need to spit it out right on my face okay?" Then winced in pain after.

Slightly panting he replied,"Oh shut up you woman." Then to her confusion, he pressed his forehead onto hers while his tensed expression turned a bit softer somehow. "We are in bed, currently making love at nasasaktan kita. I just didn't expect this at all." He added with a small smile.

It took a few seconds before she understood what he said and her mouth went ajar.

This man thought that she was not a virgin anymore!

Other times she would scream in offense at that but not now when she can barely even think properly because of the alcohol in her system. Not to mention their awkward position and the pain in her bottom as well.

And to be fair, if the situation are reversed anyway and Ed flashed her the boldness that she showed him earlier, she wouldn't think that he's innocent either. So it only figures.

"I'm sorry." He said which lifted her from her current thoughts. "I'm sorry that I thought of you that way. I really am." Then he added sincerely.

She smiled, touched by his apology though there's really nothing to apologize for in the first place.

"Tsss it's nothing silly." She responded, trying to sound cocky but deep inside she really appreciates him being such a gentleman indeed.

He only chuckled which made her winced in pain again as she felt his body moved along with it.

"Ow! Ow!"

"Oops sorry!" He muttered then stilled himself which made the pain subside a little.

They stayed like that for a couple of moments. Then after a while she asked breathily, "Hmnn Ed?"

"Hmnn?"

"Hmnn ganito lang ba talaga 'to? Err medyo disappointing ah." She followed.

He looked at her face first before bursting into laughter.

"Ow! Ow! Ow! That hurts." She blurted.

"Shit. Sorry sorry!" He said, still unable to hold his cackles though. "Goodness Dale! I never thought that I would be laughing this much while making love to a woman." Amusement suddenly laid on his voice as he told her.

"What?" She asked. "Nagtatanong lang naman ak......." But her sentence ended up in a loud gasp instead as he started to push a little bit deeper inside of her for the second time.

"You mean this?" He smiled slyly. Then slowly pulled by an inch next. "And this?"

Maymay moaned. Aside from pain, his movements are now starting to stir up a different sensation in her somehow.

"And this and this and this...." He mused passionately, continuing on the gentle rhythm to teach her body how to accomodate his wholeness.

"Oh!" She couldn't help the loud moan that escaped from her lips as bit by bit, the pleasure slowly erodes the pain.

"That's right. Just let go sweetheart. I promise you that you will enjoy your first time." He whispered to her breathily. "Even if it kills me."

Then the next thing she knew, his lips is crushing over hers once again while his hands are already all over her body, making sure not to leave even a single part of her unloved.