My Best Friend's Brother {Jungkook FF}

22. Flight with Jiyeon

It's been like 3 hours since I've gotten an update from Jungkook. Of coarse I'm not going to answer but I do want an update.

Apparently his flight has been delayed so right now he's in America. Apparently.

I've lost my trust with Jungkook, maybe when he explains I'll think otherwise, but right now I don't even trust him with a fucking penny. Speaking of the devil

Jkie😩:
I know ur upset
Bc I said I would be back
I have a hotel and I'm staying at for a night.

Y/n❤️🙌🏻:
Is IU gonna be in the same bed?

Jkie😩:
No baby
It's not like that
And I'll explain to u when I get back.

Y/n❤️🙌🏻:
And when will that be?
Bc yesterday u said you'd be back already
But ur not

I sound like such a control freak but I've lost all trust in him. Maybe I don't want him to come home, maybe I want to stay mad at him. My brain is fighting itself right now, I don't know to feel. Angry? Understanding?

Jkie😩:
I know
And I'm sorry
We can FaceTime if it makes u feel better
Okay?

I read the messages before getting a call from Jungkook. But I see my ugly face, ew. I answer his FaceTime and it's really blurry at first, but I can still see his beautiful smile that I love.

"Hi baby" he says but the screen is frozen. I don't reply because I'm upset, I hope he can't see it though.

"The connection is bad" I say and I feel uncomfortable.

"I know, sucks I can't see-" his voice freezes for a second. "You are" I hear him sigh and I look down.

"Jungkook.."

"I know, I want to explain when I get home so it's easier for the both of us" he pauses. "I'm sorry, I know you don't trust me"

"Well" I say, I have nothing else to say.

"I miss you" he sighs. "I worry about you all the time" I softly chuckle.

"Why would you worry?" I question.

"Well, you think I've cheated on you. And I feel like you might not eat or sleep or you might hurt yourself or do something. And it'd be my fault that you hurt yourself"

"Jungkook, I'm fine" I almost tear up at the fact that he's so concerned about me.

"Just don't break up with me" he pleads and I look down.

"What if I want to?" I ask, watching my words.

"Please" he cries, "don't do this. I'm trying. I'm so mad at myself and IU. Just- let me talk to you" 

"I- I don't know yet.." I don't know how to feel, if I listen to his explanation I could get angrier than I already am. "Just- when you get back, we'll talk"

Maybe by then my mind won't be so messed up and I'll be more understanding, But do I want to?

"Yes, I'll be home soon. And I'll tell you everything." He says sternly.

I hope..

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Y/n has been very quiet over FaceTime. She doesn't talk, she's always on another app so I can't see her face. I try to start a conversation but nothing is working.